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throughmyeyes's Blogs in September 2007

New Beginnings
I decided I needed a private place online to put my thoughts, uncensored. Who knows if anyone will ever read this but I know I need to do this for myself. I am here at 23 years of age and feeling like life is so out of my control. And the irony is that it IS out of my control and I just THINK I......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-03 21:33:41 | Rating:

| Views: 79 | Comments: 3 | Tags: questions

Lifting Me Up
I woke up 3 minutes before my alarm. That never happens unless I'm stressed. I am not stressed about my own life although I do need to take the bus downtown to go to a meeting at some huge securities firm to talk about adoption when really I want to be worrying about Pookie (not using any real......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-04 05:39:12 | Rating:

| Views: 70 | Comments: 0 | Tags: worry

feels like a monday...but it's tuesday
Ahhh...coming back to work and life after a long holiday weekend is never easy. Today proved no different. I've always wondered why Americans work the way they do. Weren't we the ones who predicted a 30-hour work week by the year 2000? We insist on running ourselves ragged while at the same time......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-04 19:24:27 | Rating:

| Views: 70 | Comments: 0 | Tags: death mondays

Favorite Song of the Day, Week, Month, Year...
I never know how long I'll love a song until I get sick of it. Or something new & better comes along...but here it is...I LOVE "EVERYTHING" sung by Michael Buble. Matter of fact I love Michael Buble's voice. I could just sit here and listen to it over and over and over and over and......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-04 19:35:17 | Rating:

| Views: 51 | Comments: 0 | Tags: favorite song michael buble

remnants of love
Love never fails, but people fail to love. I still remember that day, that fateful summer day. It wasn't love at first sight, but it felt right, I remember thinking Too good to be true? We were young & we rushed, perhaps......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-04 21:50:46 | Rating:

| Views: 95 | Comments: 0 | Tags: boys break up romance lost love sadness

minty fresh
I love the feeling of just-brushed teeth. Mmm. I thought I would just throw that out there randomly. I was always the star-patient at the dentist's office, no cavities until I was maybe 13? Maybe later. And then it was only due to wearing braces and not being motivated to carefully thread floss......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-06 21:55:47 | Rating:

| Views: 70 | Comments: 0 | Tags: ramblings

sleepwalking
Game over. Life wins. I lose. Getting up at 7am on Saturdays really isn't working for me too well. The last thing I want to do on a Friday night after a work week is go to bed early. Not only do I get to rise at 7am but I am rising for the purpose of placing myself in a hard plastic chair for 3......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-08 06:17:26 | Rating:

| Views: 83 | Comments: 0 | Tags: school sleep

grudges
Many areas of my life do not please me. And then there are those where I am so entrenched in my own selfishness that I fail to see the hypocrisy I too often live. I'll give you the best example I've got. I hold a major grudge against my first boyfriend...my first love. I put so much into him,......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-09 22:49:57 | Rating:

| Views: 84 | Comments: 0 | Tags: forgiveness ex boyfriends

a good day
Today was beautiful... Crystal blue skies with cool crisp air softly blowing Worshipping the God of this universe with a mosaic of others Taking in the beauty of art through other's creations Reading outside in a lawn chair as the birds chirp This......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-09 22:53:00 | Rating:

| Views: 85 | Comments: 0 | Tags: life beauty intention

When Weekends are Like Weekdays
Being an introvert makes for great difficulties on weekends. I am at this point in life where I want balance in all areas of my life but my obligations and responsibilities make for a lack of balance. And what ends up suffering the most is my own mental well-being. For example, I always feel......Read More