I know how you feel. I am going through almost the same. I missed Chris so much that i became obsessed with tryin to fix things or get him back. it was makin me crazy. I had to walk away. I wish there was a way to fix it. i think time is the only thing. you have to try to keep yourself busy and maybe over time things will work out the way they are suppose to.

I am so sorry. I totally understand the pain. what do you do when you find ur soulmate but you aren't his. It's too late...your soul has been taken and it's emptiness that is left.

I'm pregnant...worried sick that there might be something wrong with my baby..and my husband tells me that he has outgrown me last night....he asked me what I had brought to our relationship...that I hadn't grown like he thought I would...I was too laid back and too go with the flow. What do u say to that? Nothing you say matters...it's what he thinks and I can never change that. So he tells me after the baby is born our relationship ends. He won't end it now because then he would look like a total ass.

I'm sure our situations are totally different but the hurt is the same. This man has been the only person in my life to make me feel complete. And I am now told our 10 years together has meant nothing to him. And no matter what people say....it's still emptiness you feel.

If I find a magic pill or bean or something that cures this feeling I'll be sure to let you know...no one should have to feel this.