what do people mean when they say things?!?
im starting to wonder if anything is genuine, if anything is real?!?
i guess i'll just have to keep getting let down by everyone around me...and hope that one day things will change....Read More
so... its been almost a month !! well, not quite....but its been a while since me and alan have broke up "officially". when we first broke up i was so confide...Read More
i have so much crap to do .
with too little motivation to get it done.
im tired and overwhelmed.
im broke and have bills that need to be paid.
i have homework to do, and my brain is unfocused.
my chest hurts from smoking too much..
but cigarettes are the only thing keeping me alive.......Read More
im just so hungry . i really feel like im starving to death.
whatever.
maybe i'll lose some weight.
i've been thinking about that a lot lately. taking no action, but thinking about it all the same.
i hate the bulge that my stomach has become
and the way my thighs rub together when i......Read More