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someday you will find me
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I want to give up. I don't want to keep going. just tired... exhausted... sick of it all.
I want sit in the dark... alone... in the quiet....
No thinking... no noise... no people... no light.... just utter silence... and darkness.
simplicity.
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thislifeofmine on 2008-02-24 21:34:34
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sex...sex... don't forget the violence. Explicit Content
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I want to drive accross the country.
I want to see the grand canyon.
i want to scream at the grand canyon... not to hear my echoe...
Just because i want to scream.
I just drove all the w
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thislifeofmine on 2008-02-22 15:09:47
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unpleasant reminders Explicit Content
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i laid there for what felt like hours....trying to sleep. my mind was racing....just thinking...what happened...today...tommorrow...will that little boy live?...how bad was he hurt?....will i ever sleep?
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thislifeofmine on 2008-01-30 14:00:57
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rest
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My head hit the pillow. lying there... in my bunk... my box. Sheets hanging....to block out the light.
Touch her picture...eyes....her smile.... it's the closest I'll get. I kiss her picture goodnight...close my eyes.... try to sleep.
no...not...
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thislifeofmine on 2008-01-29 12:52:53
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sweeping
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sweeping....swish...swish....swish.....long day....deep breath...dust....cough.
swish....swish...swish...there's no air moving...so the dust just stands...clouding the hall...clouding the lungs.
I don't mind. It's quiet. the hallway...my mind...the first time all day. ...
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thislifeofmine on 2008-01-28 12:42:49
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the dream
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I had a dream. she was there. we...were there. together. nothing else. just us together. there was no cold.. no heat...no darkness...no light. just we, us, together...arms around one another.... eyes...gazing into the soul of the other. I could feel her heart beat... every...
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thislifeofmine on 2008-01-26 16:03:25
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i walked away
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I had to. i knew she was standing there... crying...tears hidden behind sunglasses. I know she drove home and cried on the bed. the pillow was probably soaking wet. But i had to walk away...
the worst moment of life walking into that building... no tears, no...
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thislifeofmine on 2008-01-25 17:45:56
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what do i say... what do i do.. XXXXX me...XXXXX you. I am sick of this XXXXX... don't tell me to speak... then look around me. you fuckin wanted my 2cents... you fuckin got them. now don't disregard like you di
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thislifeofmine on 2008-01-25 13:30:08
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so here it is. this is my canvas. call it what you want. but here is thislifeofmine. if it is in my mind it will be here. you will see it the way my mind sees it. try not to blink. you might miss something that would have f*ed you up for the rest of your life.
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thislifeofmine on 2008-01-24 18:21:26
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