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| At work waiting again for you....blog it out |
Well once again here I am at my desk waiting for you. The rest of my team has left and we had HAD reservations for 7.30, which considering its 7.15 thats really not happening is it.
Hummmmm why do I wait around for you, you are my escape, I dont want to go home, but this waiting is driving me crazy. I guess maybe its just a trait, but arent men meant to wait around for women.
Maybe I should just leave....hummmmm!!! but i know i wont and maybe you think I wont.....Maybe it is my fault as I did tell you to go to the gym! But does that mean that you can be late noooo!!!!
Oh dear what is happening to me, maybe I should go back to my old boring life. What do I want...more importantly what do you want. Not me thats for sure....maybe I am just appealing to you because i am young, 14 years your junior.
You say that you want someone to care for, you hate having these women (3 as far as I know) and how all the conversations are different....how you have to remember what you were saying and how we are different.
How ...in this transition of me and my BF breaking up i should just be single for a while. So why, why say the cute things, you could just have me with out all of that crap.
Quote....
"you know what I think, I think we are falling for each other"
"let me take you to spain for the weekend"
"I thought tonight we could just take on the phone, I thought I could have this night with you"
and in between that
"Oh i could find you the perfect boyfriend, when you are over with yours"
" You need to be single for a while"
So many unanswered questions....and Yes i am still waiting at my desk!!!! I HATE WOMEN LIKE THIS.......THIS IS SO NOT WHAT IT IS ABOUT (although I have had a chance to catch up on my work!!! manager will be impressed!!!)
You think I will get bored of you, I wont. You think the situtation is messy, Yes it is. Maybe I should stay away from you....you think I just like the thrill?! Maybe, but maybe not.
My office door is shut, so hopefully you will come back and see that! That would make me laugh, you will never be able to get rid of the old you? he will always be in you....................
and this isnt even half of the story........welcome to my crazy life people.
XOXO
PS trying to resist the call but his phone will be off anyways!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Posted by theunknown on 2009-07-01 14:27:18 | Rating: | Views: 18
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