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Summer...
today, we are together. our first day as one.. we laughed, and happiness seemed like it'd never ever end..
Fall...
you love me? i don't love you. i don't know what it means... i can't say it. i won't. but what if i do? if i don't say it now... i'll never find out. and everything wil be over before it can begin..
Winter...
so many firsts.. love lives through the dead of winter.. hours spent together, a first kiss, you made me laugh and cry, you made my eyes shine..
Spring...
i love you. i do. but i'm torn-- and i want more. and then you had to go and give me what i needed. you gave me something i could use to leave you and my happiness behind.. and without you, i thought i'd be free. and now there's him. he says he cares about me too.. i felt like a cheater, he'd told me this long ago, and that's when i started to drift away from you.. and my hunger for something new draws me towards my doom..
Summer...
broken and alone. without those who care. without those who made me happy. it's my fault-- i can't complain. bad decisions plauge me. i find myself missing him, and then finally-- you. i want you both and you're too hard to grab hold.. suddenly you're mine. and now i don't want you. i can't be happy again, it'll all end the same way.. now the blood flows from my veins and all i want is to leave, but you grab hold of me and make me breathe the air i need...
-apcs.
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Posted by theripper on 2009-11-01 17:54:49 | Rating: | Views: 38
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