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WTF
I hate having intuition sometimes, not realy because it does realy help. I just kept feeling like she was hiding things. She had a myspace before she left I had access to it, I looked through it several times to make sure she wasn't doing anything wrong, but that was part of the agreement. Ok so......Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-02 14:20:06 | Rating:

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Happy Sunday
Good morning fellow bloggers. This is a beautiful day. I hope you all have a wonderful day. I am stuck home on this day because I left my wallet in my friends purse last Monday and she mailed my license and my bank card on Tuesday, and I have yet to recive it. The post office has cut back......Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-05 13:24:37 | Rating:

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I am doing what I want
I am catching a buzz on vodka and diet coke today. I am listening to music I usualy don't listen to because I like it and I can. I am coming to realize that I am over my wife leaving and I am actualy over her. She was an illusion to quote one of my favorite movies "illusions are dangerouse......Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-05 14:45:43 | Rating:

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What a nerd I am
I wrote earlier Happy Sunday, but like a nerd I forgot and walked down to the mail box. LOL but it was so beautiful out. I walked in my slippers, but on my way back I took them off and walked barefoot. It felt so good. I haven't walked barefoot in a while. The black top kinda burned my feet but I......Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-05 15:43:15 | Rating:

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Why is it that when...
Why is it that when I feel good I think I'm ok and why is that when I hear my wifes voice I can't be ok with us being apart? Why is it that one minute I am completly ok with my new life and then the next I want my old life back. I don't undersand why it's so hard to just feel one way and stick to......Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-05 17:52:07 | Rating:

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Disapointed
Well today I went to pick up my wallet from my wifes it went back to her for lack of postage. I was only there for about 20 minutes. I asked her to come and stay the night. She said she would later. But then she said she's sick and not going to come. I didn't think it was gonna hurt but it does.......Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-07 01:20:51 | Rating:

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Break up sex
You know when your so in love with someone and you break up then there is always at least one time you have break up sex. This is normal. But when you've made love to that person and then you have phone sex and they say they want to fuck you it is the most hurtful thing. I have never fucked my......Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-07 04:03:05 | Rating:

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Live love and laugh
Live love and laugh that was always my wifes favorite saying. We all live it's the quality of life that counts. Love well we all love just in very differnt ways and sometimes it's not even another living thing that one loves but we all do it. Laugh we all laugh at diffent things. But to beable to......Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-07 17:54:42 | Rating:

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Hooked
To the love of my life I love you I miss you I need you I tried to keep you but you left I tried to push you away you came closer My dying heart aches for you and you give me doses of you I love you so much that I hate you and I hate you so much that I need you My sanity has all......Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-10 18:55:40 | Rating:

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I am lost
My wife has betrayed me. She started talking to somebody she should never have. So I did it too childish yes but I am human. It turned into a big explosion. She told me how she could have some other woman I said I wish she would so she would leave me alone. Bottom line I told her I didn't......Read More