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A persons name
When a person is born they are givin a name or rather a set of names and that's it untill they are old enough to change thier name. When people get married a name change is usauly done by one person. Names are pertty important. Just like when you're talking to someone about somebody else then all......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-11 15:06:26 | Rating:

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These are things I wrote once upon a time
This is entiled the Abyss Sadness is not quite the word that has poured over me It whatever the word is, is consuming and drowning my soul I can't seem to pull myself out of this misery Not even if you came back, because I don't think I want you anymore Yet you leaving is what......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-17 12:13:08 | Rating:

| Views: 40 | Comments: 2 | Tags: The writting is not that great but it was me once upon a time

She's left
Well wife left today. We had problems in the past and she has left and come back several times but always in the middle of the night when I went to work. I asked her to do it this time with me there. It hurts like hell but I know it is for the best. I will still talk to her and see her because I......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-18 17:02:10 | Rating:

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She left, but were still together....
My wife left me a few days ago and we were going to be friends, and she was going to still see my daughter. Now over the last few days we've decided to stay together and go to counceling. I'm glad I am very much in love with her and her I we just have problems (who doesn't right). We......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-20 16:34:06 | Rating:

| Views: 38 | Comments: 2 | Tags: Angry hurt and confused

So now what???...
Ok i'm feeling really stupid. My wife left a few days ago saying we were going to be friends and she wasn't happy and all this kind of stuff. It killed me but when you love someone you have to let them go so I helped pack and load on her parents truck. Talk about uncofortable and devestating.......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-22 15:50:45 | Rating:

| Views: 36 | Comments: 4 | Tags: Confused and conserned

Feeling better
Today I am feeling good. My wife still has not called, but I knew inside that it would come to this so now I know that things are not going to work. I hurt yes, but it is a process when you realize things are done. So I feel good. Today is my unkown stepdaughters birthday (my wifes daughter she......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-23 11:31:22 | Rating:

| Views: 37 | Comments: 2 | Tags: Finding some peace

She called
Fuck I figured she would seeing how it's my stepdaughters birthday. I knew she would. She told me to let her go. We faught. She said that's all we do. I know I should and I will, but fucking shit why is it so fucking hard once you hear the persons you love voice. I'm dying slowly. That's how it......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-23 13:57:56 | Rating:

| Views: 35 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Stupid stupid stupid

Just wondering
As you know if you've read any of my other blogs I am getting out of a bad marriage. My best friend who I call my sister because I've known her since she was in her moms stomach is also in a bad realationship. She wants to leave but part of her doesn't. We have come to the conclusion we always......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-24 11:03:56 | Rating:

| Views: 45 | Comments: 5 | Tags: curious

Got out of the house today
Other than work I have not left the house since my wife left. So I went to Blockbuster to return a video that was in her name and walked around Target for a while. Well I thought getting out was supposed to make you feel better. Now that I'm back home I feel like crying. I looked at coffee pots......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-24 15:24:26 | Rating:

| Views: 27 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Whatever

Longing
Her beauty fills me so complete as her long hair washes over my naked body I remember how soft her lips felt and how her body was soft hot and sensual as I kissed down her neck to her naked breast The feel of her soft stomach and the feel of her feminine hairs The smell of her ladyhood on......Read More