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i'm tired of having to act like someone i'm not because people won't except the real me. everyday i feel lonely and all alone because no one knows who i really am. everyone sees me as some girl that rarely talks and always does her work. not even my friends know who i truelly am. yes u can useualy find my nose in a book, but i'm somone other then the girl that everyone sees me as.
i hate it that i'm the last person any of my friends think to call, e-mail. or text. i went through a lot of hurt when i lived with my mom and step-dad (mostly 'cause of my step-dad). now i want to feel some kind of happyness. i want to truely laugh, instead of that fake laugh i do everyday. to take off the mask that hides my true feelings and let everyone know what i'm feeling. but people don't want the real me, they want the one the person i pretend to be.
my dad, don't even get me started. lets just say i can't wait to leave his house, because i feel like caged bird when i'm with him. like i have the power to fly but i can't because he has stuffed me inside a cage, afraid to let me go and see the world the it truely is. everything i get told is alway sugercoated so that i don't know anything really, just the things that they want me to believe.
the main point is I'M TIRED OF BEING TREATED LIKE A BABY! when will they wake up and relieze that i'm NOT five?huh? |
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Posted by theoneleftout13 on 2008-02-01 19:51:08 | Rating: | Views: 57
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Stand up for yourself & make them see your not that child anymore. Have a Great Day!!
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Posted by fromwithin
on 2008-02-01 20:13:12
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Hey man, I get it. I really do. been there, in one form or another, and done that.
You sound like your youg - take an experieced word and do it now - break out of your shell and MAKE them all recognize you, the real you. You gotta thimb your nose at the world and strut out on stage with complete confidence in who you are, total love for the you that you knwo is inside... and to hell with anyone who can't buy it.
If you wait too long it becomes ingrained, it takes over the you that exists inside and sooner or later that you becomes what the world sees and not what you know to exist in your heart.
You can't depend on anyone but yourself, at least until you force yourself upon the world.
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Posted by Tony51203
on 2008-02-01 20:56:21
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There are friends who wants others to behave like them, or at least pretend to be like them. Don't worry, you'll meet better friends than these.
As for your 'cage' know that it's only temporary, just hang in there. You'll find nice and sincere pals out there in the internet that'll help pass the time. We'll be your friends, and you know what? We don't care who you really are, we only care for you as you are. Even if we are friends through blog, at least we're real persons :)
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Posted by jthomas
on 2008-02-02 10:24:57
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