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though i try to stop
my thoughts from
going back to times
of you and me.
i can't help but
in the good times
but when the bad
memories come around
i want to turn
around and run
the hurt's still to shrap,
the wounds to fresh
to relive those moments.
but still i can't
help lingering the times
of when i was with you.
i doubt i'll ever recover from
the wound i recieved
when you went away
i doubt i can move on
even though you clearly have.
although my life is
just one big blur
my memories of
you and me are
still so clear in
my minds eye.
and guess it wasn't
enough for you to
hurt by saying never
really cared for me, for
ever night you haunt me
in my dreams and everyday
my mind fills of thoughts of you.
will i ever find peace again?
will the memories
of you ever fade?
i wish i could just
move on and find
love again, but
how can i love someone
else, when you still
have my heart?
and though nothing's
left to remind me of you
i feel you presence
always here.
why can't you
leave me be?
wht can't you let
me find happiness?
and though i know
you won't, will you ever
came back to me?
yes, i know, you
made it clear enough
you never loved me,
but could you ever
really love me?
may be even give
me a fairytale ending?