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Look at me
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Look at me.
No, really look at me.
What do my eyes say?
Do they show the pain?
The pain that's almost always there.
Just lurking around my simle.
One minute happy,
The next.....
I don't know how I feel
Angry, confused, isolated, deprived, sad,
shame, naive, stupid
DIRTY!......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-30 14:58:33 |
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Look at me
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Farwell to my sister
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Kerri goes back to Iraq at 0200 tomorrow morning. As much as I say I hate her and can never forgive her I just want to tell her how much I am sorry and that I do forgive her but I just don't know how and I don't have much time to tell her. I really must call her and tell her that I do forgive her......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-30 15:04:50 |
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goodbye kerri
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Ryleigh Nicole
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So I am in Louisiana right now seeing my newest daughter she looks just like her daddy he would have been happy about that. I can not look at her without crying she brings back so many good and bad memories of Chad, if you look at her she looks so sad I just don’t know what to do......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-30 15:06:43 |
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my new daughter
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Dylan
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So buddy you are going to 3 this sat. the 26th. We are having CharLea's party at Steve's play house to see a play that morning so I have the whole afternoon to devote to you my son, as much as I hate that you are not here with me now I can see you up in heaven and you are running and......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-30 15:08:36 |
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my little boy
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The twins are here
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So the twins are here. Ryleigh was born at 4:26 AM and she is 1 pound 4 ounces, 14 inches long. Eathen was born at 4:31 AM and he was 3 pounds 2 ounces and was 16.2 inches long. As soon as they were born I had to make the decision to let them stay at the hospital with me or go some place where......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-30 15:10:09 |
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they are here
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to me
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I would need this gun
To complete my mission
I would need this CD
So I can listen
A cell phone
To say good bye
Kleenex
For my cry
This is the sweetest suicide
A car
So I can drive
A pin and pad
To leave a note
Alcohol
To numb the pain
Weed
To fuck up my brain......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-30 15:11:31 |
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to me
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Lord, won't you give me strength to make it throug
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So I told myself a thousand times I was not going to fall apart over all this stuff but tonight, with CharLea leaving tomorrow and Dylan’s and CharLea's birthday coming up this sat. I just could not help but to fall apart. I think this is what I really need right now is just to fall apart......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-30 15:13:47 |
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cry out to jesus
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Sunglasses
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Sunglasses are an amazing thing if you really stop and think about it. When you don't want the world to know what kind of day your haveing put on your sunglasses. When the sun is just to bright put on your sunglasses. When you just want to be alone in a crowed place put on your sunglasses. When......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-30 15:18:54 |
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Sunglasses
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Amazing love
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People love you weather you know it or not. I used to think that no one would ever care about me like he did. But I was wrong and I am so sorry it me this long to figure it out. The other night I went completely crazy I can't even lie I was ready to leave this world and join my friends,......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-30 15:20:15 |
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Amazing Love
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I'm sorry
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I’m sorry for all the times I lost my temper
For all the times I was rude
For all the gifts that were giving
And received thank you
For all the I love you you’ve given me
And I haven’t givin back
For all the times I was patient
A virtue that I lack......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-30 15:23:54 |
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I'm sorry
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