Waiting takes patience, this I know, and I feel like right now I am waiting just not sure on what.  There are times during the day when I feel that something is missing.  Not something that I havent found yet really, but maybe a part of me that got left behind and I'm waiting to come back to me.  I feel like this waiting on something that may not come has changed me.  Things that used to hold such great meaning to me, just dont seem to anymore.  The bluest skies used to bring me peace, and a smile, but now its just a sky.  Summer, I loved summer and still do, but it just seems like a season.  Maybe its because I have been so busy lately, and I havent had time to enjoy these things or think about how I used to enjoy them.  So maybe the teenage years are just years for waiting and growing.  I think that anyone would agree that people grow so much during this time, but I think the hard part is where to grow at, what to change, and at the end of the day, do we really even have control over it?  I dont know if anyone can answer this all we can say is, "yes I am waiting on something".