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| [freedom] of the leash |
seth had a soccer game today. i walked straight passed those "no dogs allowed" signs, holding coco n my arms. all i was going to do was sit ther with her n watch his game, no big deal. Joey n i were sitting ther, n coco n i had run around a bit. all of the sudden the kids got close to us with the ball n coco darted out on the field trying to get the ball. i clapped my hands so hard n yelled for coco. i could hear all the parents... "could you believe that !?" "that was unbelievable !" "and THAT'S why they don't allow DOGS !"
i put my head down n squinted my forhead. then Joey even started at me. the lines on my head multiplied. my eyes started to water and I wanted to punch the 5 year old boy sitting next to me who wouldn't quit talking to me. I sat ther still as a rock. My thumb brushed the area my hand was on Coco. I didn't want any parents coming over to me, giving me shit. Was I emberassed ? I knew I felt really mad. Maybe because I knew that Coco was not trying to bite the kids, but did the parents understand that ? I bet not, but I wasn't about to tell or talk to them. I knew a few parents ther. My heart started beating faster. Would they think less of me ? Do they think I always ignore obvious blood red signs with n X through the point of it ? Well, maybe I do. N maybe I jus didn't even care. It's a grass, a field, I was jus ther enjoying myself with my little dog watching Seths game. And, maybe I even thought it was funny. Yeah, it was hilarious. Why wasn't anyone else laughing ? No one got hurt. She was the one who almost practically got killed, trampled on !
I carried her to the car and kissed her n walked away.
But fuck it.
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