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its probably one of the worst feelings in the entire world when you feel that youve been taken advantage of by the one person who you never thought could put you through something like that. i sit here everyday and watch her take her pills and drink herself into oblivion. all i can do is tell her to stop. you can't just leave someone's side who is so lost when they mean the world to you. i hate that i always have to feel like a babysitter or that i'm taking care of a senile old woman when its some fucked up 18 year old girl who should know how to take care of herself. ive told her from the beginning of all of this that i didn't support it but i was going to be there for her and that she needed to get help cause i can't watch it anymore. all i wanted to do was be a good friend. what did i get out of that?? stealing from my sister, my mom, my boyfriend (her brother), and me... to buy pills and heroin. how can people turn into something so cold? what happened to her? im so frustrated... distressed... and devastated. i feel used and worthless when really thats all that she is.
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Posted by the_queen_is_dead on 2007-12-27 12:53:06 | Rating: | Views: 181
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