Matt beat me up tonight. Nothing new. I mean.. it is something new, but its not like he hasnt done it before. Tonight it was bad though. Im so sore all over. I just want out, and I have no where to go. No one to talk to. I just want to save myself, just once. So Im pretty sure something is definantly fucked up in my hand, it hurts so bad. I dont even want to type it hurts that bad.
I just wish I could talk to Jesse right now. But if I call him then everyone will know. I need you like a heart needs a beat. I just dont understand why it all had to turn out this way.
So theres no school until the twenty-seventh. They cancelled it because of the gun threats. We had a lock down today, and they searched and questioned more than half the senior high student body. There was state troopers EVERYWHERE. No one could leave the building or enter without a police escort. Isnt that crazy shit? A bunch of kids also recieved text messages stating that this whole mess was supposed to take place during third period. And that it was going to be bigger than Colombine and more people were going to die than Virginia Tech. I was on edge all day. I just wanted to leave but my mom told me no. She'd rather I get shot. Kyke.
Posted by tenaciousB on 2007-11-15 21:45:05 | Rating: | Views: 70
hi tenacious!
i think you should stick around and wait for a guy to beat you up again. i think that would be the best possible thing in the world.
what do you think?
good luck!