Another life ending to soon
You thought I was alright
I looked so bright
but you could not see the black
that crawled through the crack
it can never be pushed back
It will shine through
but not until I am through
My life will end
disappear around the bend
before you can send
the truth that will give sight
as the rope pull's tight
You will fight
but their is no more light
going blind before men
you will see what I could have been
regretting it every day
someday you will pay
the price of a life
that surrendered to a knife
you will cry
you will try
but the truth is their
it's more than you can bare
because you could not dare
to see that we were more than fair
hope will seep below
to a place I soon will go
you pushed us away
we had to obey
now life is mine to take
it will be no fake
I will make
it more than small cuts
more like deep ruts
that break the skin
making a deep tear
striking fear
into the old
that thought they were so bold
believing the lies they told
making my life fold
despite the shaking
her love is mine for taking
none will know
as I fly below
feeling no pain
choked by the chain
formed of hate
forged by fate
I will be free
letting myself be
more than all that surround
more than all who bound
the blade to my side
now feel the tide
of hate that consumes you
you know it's true
unlike the few
who still think that death will lose
to those who choose
to release the noose
while I pull it tight
you will have a fearsome sight
to see a boy
play with his final toy
with such joy
before it is stripped away
day after day
you see his tears
know his fears
see him cry
yet you never try
just pass him by
many years past
he always feels like last
until a new feeling
leaves him believing
it's a new love
like a thousand dove
flying through
making him feel so new
but now it is gone again
he finds a new friend
of shiny new sharpness
cutting to release the pain
because their is no one to blame
he has no shame
so alone by night
he cuts through the last light
he thinks he is ending another lie
as he says goodbye
with one last sigh
Blades of darkness
I hate to live like this
So tired of feeling this
I hate to watch this
I don’t want this
I see the scars
They split my wrist
Forming new bars
Hand curling to fist
I see your scars
I’ll remove the bars
My life was turned
Became a lie
Than it was burned
Now I say goodbye
Don’t leave me to be alone
I need your touch
Don’t turn to bone
I love you so much
I see the blame
And all the shame
I grab the blade
My life starts to fade
Please stay with me
You need to be
What I need you to
Because I love you
I sink into darkness
I feel so hopeless
Draw me close
Before I overdose
I know you more than this
You were so much more
What happened to before
Where is your best
I don’t have anything left
I don’t want to dream
I don’t want to breath
Just drown in a stream
I came to say goodbye
I try not to cry
I hate what they say
It’s not just a phase
Dark swells around
I fall to the ground
I am bound
To something I thought I had found
I set you free
I will let you be
So much more to me
Just believe
I place my trust
In the fate
I must
Before it is to late
I love this
To feel your kiss
Holding me tightFeeling your might
No more blades
Old thoughts fade
I regret what I made
Thank you for being my aide
Fading now
I hold
The blade
I turn cold
Start to fade
Failures of past
Leave me to be last
Rejected by pain again
Yet blood still holds
There is a ban
On the lies they told
Gold and silver will fall
Will be worthless to all
I am beaten and broken
This is all I have been
You stood tall
As I fall
You watch me bleed
While you are freed
Long nights
It’s a long fight
Through the dark night
With the old scars shining bright
New scars seem right
Thinking only of you
Through the night
Helps me stay true
Stay right
Old scars will fade away
As I stand back and obey
Staying back
Away from the black
Avoiding the crack
I still dream of how it used to be
I know you still love me
DARK RISING
My life turns dark
And only your smile can break
What I create
But you smile does not show
So my life stays low
The blade cuts in deep
You own what I can’t keep
Listen to my cry
And wipe my tears
Put truth to lies
To bad nobody hears
I see you pain
I want to hold you tight
To show you the light
And take the blame
Why can’t you see
You not to blame
You have to believe
This is why I came
I came for you
To see you through
Tears of the heart
The look in your eyeBlinded by tears.
I still try
I still see their leers
I wipe off the blade
Release the pain inside
You come to my aide
You heal the tide
You cut the bonds
andWiped my eyes
Sealed the cuts and
Put truth to lies
You put my heart in a bond
Through out the old thoughts
Tied me to you
and held me close
You are the one I chose
My thoughts are the same
There was not a reason to live
You are not to blame
This is all my heart can give
I am empty on the inside
There is nothing their
So I bind the blade to my side
To feel what should be here
You cut the bonds and
Wiped my eyes
Sealed the cuts
andPut truth to lies
You put my heart in a bond
Through out the old thoughts
Tied me to you and held me close
You are the one I choseThe one I chose
To make you true
Because I love you
I still love you
And want to see you through
Because I still believe
Your pain is true
But there is still the pain
And hope has no gain
Blood runs down
It stains the ground
The holes in life
They grow apart
I see the strife
The door parts
Now I live in a dream
Split by blades
My heart screams
For our love to be united
A new blade sinks in
My life beckons for love
The love is for only one
The girl of beauty
YOU
You are beautiful
You are my love
You are true
You love you too
I watch you
I hold you
I kiss you
I miss you
You and I will be
You and I will see
You and I will hold
You and I will be bold
We shall love
We shall touch
We shall kiss
We shall be true
Because I love YOU
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