Do you think I should trust rumors from a bunch of imature high school cheerleaders? Even if the rumors arent true is it worth sticking around till it kicks you in the ass? I mean its one of those things that I've had my suspisions about for a long time. But I hope to god they're wrong. Its about someone very close to me. Rumors that could ruin our friendship forever. I've had friends tell me just to forget about her but I cant, were too close.
The other day I was cleaning my room and found a notebook, when I opened it i found a song I had written for her a long time ago and never had the guts to give it to her. I just stopped and cried.... Im slowly losing the most important person in my life and I can feel it. She doesnt tell me things like she used to. She thinks I'll think less of her. But if she reads this I want her to know, I have a text you sent me a long time ago saved on my phone, saying about how close we feel, theres a part that says you know that you could go do the most horibble sin and I'd be right by your side when you broke down crying. And guess what? Nothings changed and it never will.  So I guess the question is do I just forget all about her or stick around and be crushed when I find out whats really been going on?