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 Numb but happy
So, Im the kinda guy who laughs to deal with whats bothering me. If I get cut I laugh at how it happened, If I screw up big time, I usually find something to laugh at about it to feel better. Well lately I cant tell if Im laughing for comfort or not. Let me explain. So these too girls (sisters) are both deeply in love with my cousin, who's my best friend. Let me explain a little further. His name is Damon and he's pretty much the most popular guy in school. While I'm no loner, I've always been in his shadow, especially around girls. And while thats completely fine, it does tend to wear a guy down once in a while. Back to the story. So they both love him, and both think he loves them..... see the problem? The truth is that he doesnt consider either of them anything more than just friends. Sometimes (like earlier today) I'll tell him some of the stuff they say, or write about him in their blogs and he's just speechless. ESPECALLY because he's told the younger of the two that they'll never be anything more than friends SEVERAL TIMES. I'm not quite sure what to do at this point. My initial thought is to let them both know how stupid they're being and get it over with but I wouldnt do that to somebody. So I just sit back and laugh. See what I mean? I honestly is funny, but am I just masking the pain? OH! I left one part out. The younger one is the girl I used to be very much in love with I've talked about in past posts. Pretty much now I just try to keep my distance from all the drama their whole entire family seems to cause. I feel bad but I just kinda quit careing. I have to tell myself how much pain they've caused me, cause I'm not a mean person but I'm so tired of them. Any ideas???
    Posted by taterbaby on 2008-06-19 23:58:24 | Rating: | Views: 61
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Here's one:
Get over me and Ali.
I've made it clear from the minute I knew it wasn't going to happen.
How's that sound?
Easier said than done huh?
So here's the thing. If you "know" for a fact that me and Damon are just friends, that's fine. I'm okay with that. Yes, I really do love Damon, but I honestly love him enough to let him go. You should try it sometime. It really tells you if you love someone or are just obsessed over them. I know you can't help it if either one it true, but try to keep that in mind when you go around knocking me and Ali all the time. I'd really appreciate it.
Thanks
Posted by  Pale_Starlight  on 2008-06-20 17:02:00 
  
And if it really bothers you that much, I'll just find out how to block you so you don't have to worry about anything. :)
Posted by  Pale_Starlight  on 2008-06-20 17:04:04 
  
Ali's laughing at me, so I just have to say that was sincere =) I totally want to know though, so think about it and let me know =) Love to hear from you soon!
And Ali's still laughing at me : wonder why...
Posted by  Pale_Starlight  on 2008-06-20 17:22:49 
  
Oh, and you know me well enough (or maybe you're just too thick headed, stubborn, narrow-minded, and indulged in drama, which is VERY possible) to know that I HATE drama, with a passion. I'm pretty sure you don't know that from the beginning it was hard for me to be around you because I swear you radiate drama. It's honestly not my family. Try looking inside you to figure out why you think there's so much drama. Like how you're jealous of Damon. And you really haven't "kinda quite caring." I'm fine putting the blame in the wrong places, and with you being angry with us, but you need to stop knocking on my family.
Posted by  Pale_Starlight  on 2008-06-20 17:35:05 
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