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So Im driving home the other day, and Im listening to All These Things I Hate, which is an amazing song, and I start to think about everything the I hate. So I thought I would come here and complain a little bit. That always seems to help right? :)
First thing. So my parents are getting divorced. Anything said about anything turns into a huge family fight. But the worst part is that my parents arent ever divorced yet, even though they dont live with each other, and my dad pretty much has a girlfriend. It just bugs me cause you know, he's still married! But he's been so stressed out lately and he's finnaly got something to make him happy. So I just keep my mouth shut for him.
Second. My dumb shit cousin is still getting more conceded and hot headed! He has now decided he has a 20 and over rule. Meaning he will only date girls who are at least 20 because he is just the most mature person there is. Shit................ HE'S SIXTEEN!!!!!!!!!! How much of an idiotic, pigheaded, self centered LOZER! Can a person be?!?!
Third. Why does love have to be so hard?! I always think I understand it but then what I think I know for sure turn upside down throughing me on my ass! I feel like someone getting over a bad addiction. I can tell myself Im over her. I tell myself so much I start to believe myself, but when I see her my heart kicks out my mind and takes over! I find myself putting my arm around her and reaching for her hand just naturaly! I have to stop myself and tell myself over and over again that it will only hurt worse is I do. I guess more that anything I miss the feeling of love. That thought thats always on your mind of her. I miss the days when I could have the shittest day ever and a quick kiss as we passed my and I was the happiest person alive. I just cant seem to move on.
sorry I just kind of rambled on but its what I do when Im pissed :) If you have any ideas on anything! please let me know.
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Posted by taterbaby on 2008-07-12 01:48:29 | Rating: | Views: 65
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1st. Yes, that song KICKS ASS. Hearts Burst Into Fire is better though.
2nd. Yes, Your cousin souds like a dumb ass.
3rd. Love is like that for everyone. Trust Me.
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Posted by FutileResistance
on 2008-07-12 07:53:49
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