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Okay, this continues all that teenage drama dealing with my ex and exfriend. I tried to be friends again with them but last night I found out nothing worked. They both still blame me for starting the rumor about them (sorry, can't tell what it is) and I'm tired of it. Wait until you here her reasons for blaming me. I was talking to nicole after she gave my friend a note, (a serious note about the rumor) I've been writing a lot of notes lately and I'm the only one who knew. I told her that Nicole was telling me what was in the note, I write notes to my friend MiKayla helping her with her many problems, and I wasn't the only one who knew because my ex told at least one other person and I'm positive of that. She said for me to stop and to just leave her alone. I told her, wateva, I tried to tell her the truth and I tried to be her friend again. I'm half wanting to just go to the councelor or a teacher I trust. UGH!!!
To make matters worse, my ex (ya'll know I'm talking about boyfriend right???) tries to fix things. The conversation I had with the used to be friend was last night through texting. My ex wrote me a note today that I just got and it says...
I'm not mad at you (not in note but this whole thing started because I asked her to ask him if he was mad at me and she just said he didn't like what I did...about the rumor thing...back to note). Don't freak out. What has been done is done. We can't change the past but you should just leave "insert name here" alone for right now. She'll forgive you. You ust have to give her time.
I had something to say to that and he will get this note next our. (Insert name here is the exfriend)
No, I'm through giving her time. She still blames me for the rumor and I keep telling her the truth but she wont listen. She assumes that everything I do is a reason for believing I started all this junk. I haven't told anybody and she claims I'm the only one that knows. I don'e give a dern if she forgives me or not because I'm not her friend and wont be again. Plus I didn't do anythin wrong. So stop trying to make everything better and quit telling me what to do I'm not the only one in this mess, "insert name here" is to. She should stop assuming I'm a bad person because she hasn't known me all her life like she has everybody else. And what do you men what's done is done? I know we can't change the past and I was already planning to leave "insert name here" alone. Thanks for the "advice" but I don't need another father. Stick to one side...stick with "insert name here". Just leave me alone. I'll leave you two alone and maybe the world will be peaceful. Just stop blaming everything on me!!!
The end. I don't know if I should tell an adult I trust or what but I'm sick and tired of being caught in the middle of something I'm not even involved in.
Ontop of all that drama. I keep fighting with my mom and sister, my dad keeps getting stuck in the middle and I'm tired of acting like we hate each other. Plus I'm trying to help a friend feel better from a bad thing that had happened (it was REALLY bad). I'm tired and I can't eat, can barely sleep and I want out!!!
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Posted by tater21tot on 2007-12-17 12:23:28 | Rating: | Views: 113
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Hey kiddo,
One thing I've learned in my 53 years is that change is constant in life. By this I mean you may wanna die or hurt someone or do something crazy cause you hurt so much inside. When you're feeling like this remind yourself that this to will pass. Imagine yourself being happy. Remember a time when you felt on top of the world and know that you will be there again. People always disappoint us. They act out of ignorance and cut us to the bone. Sometimes they mean to and sometimes they are just ignorant selfish jerks. You WILL get past this. You will meet new friends. You will sing in the sunshine again. I don't even know you and I can tell that you are a good person who cares about others. I wish you peace and love. Write to me anytime. And remember that "This too will pass."
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Posted by luvurneighbor
on 2007-12-17 16:53:14
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If this person, that is so not forgivin' you at this time? Why are you pursuin' her forgiveness, if she doesn't believe or accept your apology...than that's her damn fault. Just move on, let it go for now...Be the bigger person, and try not to show that it affects you...take care sweetie
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Posted by olp76
on 2007-12-20 13:09:40
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My advice, since you asked for it, is this.
Separate yourself from the drama at school.
Ignore the drama starters.
Friends or ex- friends in High School will pass.
Focus on your relatiionships at home.
Those are the ones who will truly follow you through life.
Be good to yourself in your thinking, people'problems and dramas at school are of their own making.
You cannot force someone to be better, or see things your way, believe me I have tried to befriend trouble makers, it does not work.
Find a new friend, who adds to your life, not just takes away.
True friendship not only takes, but gives back as well.
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Posted by DifficultSoul
on 2007-12-20 16:02:21
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