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Okay, so a lot has happened that I want to get out (well, not a lot but it feels like it...). Well, turns out I still love my first bf after 5 months...Yeah, it gets better. I had a boyfriend (almost three weeks...broke up today) but I couldn't kiss him...There were moments when he and I were close to it but I turned away because I still love my first. (sigh) My friend was "going out" with him (her and her bf were on a break) and she "broke up" with him today because she noticed I couldn't handle her kissing him and such...When he and I went out she didn't hang out with us...So he and I broke up because she got in the way...So, while they were "going out" I stayed so that she didn't have to go through what I did...I felt like she gets all the guys and she has them all wrapped around her finger and if she doesn't then she doesn't get all the attention she needs and she breaks down or something...She said I can go back out with him and that she'll see me around when I'm not with him which means I got what I wanted but I still feel bad about it...Even though she said he couldn't get notes from me (because she has read text messages between us and it made her nervous and she wouldn't know what was happening in a note) I still feel bad...I don't know what to do and I need help...really badly...
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Posted by tater21tot on 2008-03-11 12:10:31 | Rating: | Views: 75
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