So life was going great until this weekend...Friday I go home and find out my sister is upset and is afraid to talk to other people (besides me) when she has a problem so that makes me upset that she feels so alone in the world. Plus ALL weekend my mom and I were arguing (and occasionally I was with my sister) so her mother's day was ruined thanks to me. Plus my sister thinks I'm pissed all the time and she just wants to see me happy (it's sad that she thinks that but I'm greatful she cares)...Oh and my exboyfriend called and we were talking a lot...Apparently my current boyfriend doesn't have feelings for me but he can't tell me because he doesn't want to lose me as a friend and he is still obsessed with my exfriend and blah blah blah...I don't think he'd be that kind of person but sometimes I wonder why he acts weird and I think he meets up with my exfriend sometimes because he shows up later than noraml to meet up with me. And my exboyfriend (same one) still loves me and when he had to choose between me and my exfriend his heart said me but his mind said her...and he felt sorry for her because she was having "problems" with her fiancee. We he chose her, her "problems" went away... Something else I've been thinking about...how would you normally prove you love somebody? Well, my current boyfriend thinks that...sexual stuff proves it (I don't think sexual is the word I'm looking for but...). He and I "argue" over who loves the other more...(stupid, I know) and he says I have to prove and and he thinks he has already proven himself. Well, I don't think he has...anybody can do something sexual (still don't think that's the right word...) but it takes something special to prove you love somebody. One of my other exboyfriends (most recent) still loves me (although he swears up and down that he doesn't) and he also likes my sister and has asked her out several times...Plus he keeps showing up at our doorstep asking if we can hang out...uh NO!!! bad idea!!! This is so frustrating and I'm so confused...I don't want to get hurt like I have been before...