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So here I am again; putting in the effort to arrange my thoughts into words. And I seem to be at a loss for what to write about. However, I am a man of my word, and I will keep my promise of updating my new blog on a daily basis, no matter what.
I have had a fairly productive few days. I’ve gone out and started taking pictures again; I’ve been working diligently at my job of blogging about cell phones, and I’m getting done with the necessary paperwork for college. I have also been doing well mentally. I should put it out in the open that I have Social Anxiety Disorder; and depression, on and off. My lack of self worth (amongst numerous other things) is to blame for that, but there’s no point in digging all that up. In fact, writing this blog and receiving people’s feedback and comments is an act that would do much to help my self esteem. So again, thank you all.
My family loves me; I love them back just as much. But for some reason, it’s never enough for my craving heart, and I always go on to look for love in the most uninviting of places. For instance, I am in a rather novel relationship with a girl who loves to hurt herself with a blade, a piece of glass or whatever is at hand. No matter my pleadings, I can’t seem to ‘help’ her. And yet, even with such a wretched soul, the pain and suffering that I have grown to associate with relationships is ever-present. I’d think that with a person such as herself, I’d be less susceptible to getting hurt. After all, I’m smarter than her because I don’t cut myself up for whatever reason. How can someone that stupid screw me over? Well, she has plenty of times in our brief stint as a ‘couple.’ I love her.
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Posted by tanna on 2008-05-12 11:00:22 | Rating: | Views: 126
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you like taking pictures? it is my true passion..
I used to be in love with this girl, she cut herself all the time, her arms were covered in scars... she was beautiful tho.. blue eyes, long brown hair, beautiful figure and personality, I was so crazy about her but the cutting destroyed us. Cause it eventually got to the point where she hurt us both, she didnt love herself and was destructive to herself, where as i just didnt love myself, she destroyed it all. Was so sad..I will never forget how she tried to kill me with my own car in the end.. sucked.
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Posted by goodlovebadlove
on 2008-05-13 05:42:17
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Love, indeed.
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Posted by tanna
on 2008-05-16 09:48:25
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