i fell asleep when i got back home from Maddi's (Halloween party fun stuff) and when i woke up it felt like the panic attack dreams i use to get when i was little. where nothings really happening but your smothered in fear, every thing is to fast and to slow to loud and to quiet dark and blindingly bright all at the same time, and you feel so vulnerable and unsafe that you just want to curl up into a ball and cry.