Today was my first official day at the new job and i loved it.  I like my co-workers, and i think they were happy to have me as a new boss, or so i hope.  The first few weeks will be a big time of adjustment, for me and for them, but i think overall it will go well.  I don't plan any huge changes, but a few things are a definite must.  Everyone has their own way of doing things, and after being with the company for as long as i have,  its a simple matter of applying what i've learned thus far. 

Did all my running around after work and brought coffee to my mom.  We had a good chat although the subject matter wasn't that great.  I've been busy the last few weeks, so with the exception of Christmas day, i haven't seen my Nana for awhile.  My mom updated me on her condition, which isn't so good.  I'm not sure how long she's going to have left.  Last night she fell  and refused to go to the hospital to be checked out, but the EMS came and checked her over, insisting she go to te hospital but she wouldn't.   She has so many problems wrong with her, and each day her body deteriorates more and more.  I can't even guess how many pills she has to take each day, but i'd guess in the area of 20, and thats a low estimate.  I feel bad i don't have as much time to go visit with her, but its not wise for me to much anyways.  She insists on taking steriods because they make her feel better, and they do, they help her heart but they also kill her kidneys and liver.  But quality over quantity wins and i can understand her reasoning.  It just reduces the amount of time we have left with her.  I work with the public and am exposed to alot and her immune system is basically non-exsistent so a cold really does a number on her.  Which limits me even more. Pneumonia could easily kill her.  Time to make more of an effort though, she's worth it :)

I get to relax the rest of the day-doing laundry.  And most importantly i can sleep in tomorrow for a few hours!  Maybe go get a nice juicy steak for supper, i haven't been eating much lately and that sounds appealing, just need to see if i'll actually eat it!  
Also made plans to go meet a friends new baby sometime this week as i work in the area of town she lives.  I've put it off lately because of my recent troubles, dealing with my own clock, but i think i've come to terms with it enough that the happiness i feel for her way out-weighs my unhappiness on my abilities to conceive. 

Off to do chores :)