the hurt consumes me, the pain unbearable. why does the missing hit you suddenly when you expect it the least.

the pain swallows you whole. i feel like i'm drenched in all of yesterdays sorrow. why have they came back to haunt me? today i feel lost, falling deeper in a puddle of darkness. where is the light? guide me away from the yearning of a lost soul. i miss you. today. i miss you again. 

i was strong yesterday, today i feel weak. a moment. i know just a moment of weakness. let me lose myself for this moment and i shall forget. the pain. unbearable. i must remember despite the missing, the amount of pain you caused me. my bruised soul, my torn heart. i must remember the person i am missing, is responsible for conflicting such pains.

today i miss you, yes i miss you but the pain mixed amongst the pleasures.. is not really worth it.