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This entry. Is my last where I am agonizing over you.
Today I saw you for who you were. a f***er who broke my heart. Today I will let go of those hopes I held deep in my heart. Today I saw you for who you were.
Today was the first time I bumped into you. I didn't bump into you, but you went to me in the shoe store. At first glance it didn't register that it was you. All those times missing and crying over you, then there you were. You told me you were sick at the job I helped you attain. If you were sick then why the hell were you with that f***en bi*** out shopping. Your a f***en liar. You know how much it hurt me to see you with that stupid bi****? That even when we were together and she expressed interest in you that it hurt me? But I was a good girlfriend and didn't want to interfere.
So how could you be with her? Today I cried and am hurting over you.
But i'm glad I see you for who you are. Your really not worth it. All those times fantasizing about you. I know the truth now. You broke my heart but despite the pain. I want to forget you now. I do. I truly want to forget you now, all those times I said it before I think I had a small hope of being with you.
But after what I saw today, we are so over. So done. My heart will hurt I know for a long time perhaps, but I really hope the truth is what will keep me sane and going through the times when I want to break down. Because knowing someone like you makes me sick.
the truth is.
I DESERVE THE BEST. and ONLY THE BEST. and you obviously weren't it.
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Posted by sweet2sorrow on 2008-02-20 00:24:55 | Rating: | Views: 78
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