Let's start from the beginning. The truth..
I am a person who is recovering from having her heart tossed in the waves beyond the deep dark ocean. The amount of sorrow that has came, has passed. I would of never believed it initially that as time goes on so would I. A few months ago, I......Read More
the hurt consumes me, the pain unbearable. why does the missing hit you suddenly when you expect it the least.
the pain swallows you whole. i feel like i'm drenched in all of yesterdays sorrow. why have they came back to haunt me? today i feel lost, falling deeper in a puddle of darkness.......Read More
today i will let loose, so mind my vulgar expressions today.
valentine can go puck itself literally.!!!!
who the hell invented all this hype surrounding this day. big deal, its a day, get over it. Too much is poured into this one day, to celebrate with the "one true......Read More
this is the only outlet when i can talk about you. without you ever knowing.
today i still had moments when you were lost amongst my thoughts. swimming and bubbling to the surface. am i really missing you? or is it that i am just missing having that someone to share all my inner fears with......Read More
The tears are still evident, they are lasting longer that i expected. They wet my eyes and fall unexpectedlly, sliding down my cheek. The sorrow swells in my heart and the pit of my stomach, like a dark broth bubberling away. The sorrow so overwhelming that I just want to crumble up and return......Read More
This entry. Is my last where I am agonizing over you.
Today I saw you for who you were. a f***er who broke my heart. Today I will let go of those hopes I held deep in my heart. Today I saw you for who you were.
Today was the first time I bumped into you. I didn't bump into you, but you......Read More