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its almost 11. i have to go to sleep early today so i can get enough energy tomorrow. i'm hoping tat raymond will not go here and read my stuff anymore after cursing at him. but he no i was joking. or does he. well anyways. rick woke me up at 9 something this morning. tat was really gay. but yea then i went to trang's house to give her the ao dai. i have to go pick her up tomorrow, thanh too. i have to find a way to reach nghia. hopefully the guys will turn up tomorrow. man ppl these days dont' wanna volunteer. too bad alan has work or else he would go. nghia goes for food but he wont' pick up which is a really bad sign. i only got a little of my spanish stuff done today. i have to get my english sources ready for monday and study for bio test monday. english test tuesday. tryin to get spanish done wednesday so i can turn it in. but i didn't go to the seminar so don't no wat the hell to do for the project. i got the oral part done so i dont' have to worry bout tat. let c wat is interesting today. oh well today is my first time going in a gas station to buy sunday papers. man the pack is big as hell. there was so many coupons. now i know how hard it is for my mom to find coupons. my dad was too lazy to make dinner which is a good thing because he cooking skills is just a 0. but then they food tat we ate were horrible too. i did not like it at all. i had like half of the bowl left and i threw it away. i was just a waste of food. i wonder where he bought it cause he does not need to go back again. i was a really good girl and i washed the dishes today. its been iono, like 3 months or somehting i haven't washed them. i had to wash them 2 years straight in middle school but thanks to kerr, i dont' have to anymore. well is like a good thing and a bad thing. the good thing is i get to neglect a lot of my chores and the bad thing is i don't get to do anyting else but work. but there is nothing to do, my parents are uncool people and they don't let me go anywhere. hoping that they will let me have a car. i hope i can save enough money for my car by the end of this summer. i promise not to be lazy and work this summer. i shouldn't have quit my job last summer. my wage was $10 which is pretty good. alan's is like 6 or 7. but i was lazy so i quit it. and now i regret. and i am broke now. my mom confiscated most of my money so i don't have any. i only have like 50 dollars left and i have like nines week left of school. this is horrible. i'm hoping i can see a lot of ppl with cool hair this summer.then i can continue my job as a stocker. it was really fun. but then at the end i got stocked back which was not fun at all. man today as a normal day i have lots to say. imagine if i had to write all this in a diary. man tat would suck ass. good thing i made this. i told raymond tat i was goin to make another account. i was too lazy. plus i dont' think he will read it again. cause i was panicing. hopeful he doesn't. man i dont' understand him at all. tat is sooooooooooooooooooooo gay. i just finished my glass of milk, but i dont' feel like sleeping. i'm nervous tat no one will turn up tomorrow. i am so scared man.
done with my daily routine and now my thoughts. i think i raymond understands me more than i understand him. tat is not a good thing. my mom said it is not a good thing to let a guy no about u too much because then they will get tired of u and they will neglect u. its 11:11. i will make a wish and hoping it would come true........................................................ ............................................................ ................................................ so my wish is done. please make it come true. please!
11:22pm
i wish tat someone was here right now..............a shoulder would be helpful. i imagine my future husband to be very romantic. he would fill my heart with love before i leave the house and he will keep refilling it everday. he would comfort me when i'm sad. but i think every husband do tat. well not my dad. good thing i don't have tat much of his genes. he is ignorant and he is not romantic at all. i feel bad for my mom. sometimes i think tat she should just get a divorce and then get another man. step father is fine to me. i no he is not going to bully me and my siblings cause i aint' putting up with tat. man if i had a step father and he'd be bullying us, i'd bet the crap out of him. if i can wrestle with my dad and sometimes win, y can't i do it with him. plus my mom cares for us very much so she won't let tat happen. and if he want my mom to love him, he need to make us happy too. so i'm not really worried about step dads. i'm only worried bout step moms. step moms are always evil, only 1 of a million is not evil. rarely. and the only way tat i will get a step mom is if my mom dies. because if they divorce. i aint' goin with my dad. he can't cook and he has bad temper. i hope i don't have to have a step mom. i wonder how my mom can live with him for so many years. man i am tired of my own dad and i only lived with him for like 15 years of my life. omg if im 15 then they they would have been married for 17 years. let c, they married 1991 july 31, the year tat i graduate would be their 20th anniversory. man my dad never celebrate anything. he is boring. so this is their 17th year. nah, can't really make it special for them this year. 17 is odd. nothing special bout tat. but this year i will celebrate mommy's bday. i'll make her a cake. this will be my first time making one though. i hope i can do it. then i will buy her 40 flowers. she loves flowers man. and i will be broke. again!!! this year is special cause she is turing 40. man she is old. tat means i'm getting old too. grrrr.
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Posted by suzkii_baby on 2008-04-06 00:25:27 | Rating: | Views: 34
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