View Blog    A few lines too many On friday night i went to a friends house and ended up having a few drinks and a few lines of coke, i supose i wouldent have done it if i had had my witts about me, although the night wasent too bad the company was dead miserable as the girls house i was at has a lot of problems her self infact shes a alcoholic and does drag me down a lot with her issues, its hard to pull back as shes my daughter! The coke was pretty crap so i dont feel that guilty about having it, but i do want to stay totally drug free and not have anything at all, but there you go thats life for you, my first slip up but at least it wasent gear "heroin" and from now on if i have the odd drink ill have to make sure theres no drugs around, although if anyone had offered me gear i would have refused that, i wouldent be that stupid, ifeel totally down today thats wat drugs do to you let it be a lesson to anyone out there reading this.                                                                X      Posted by suzee on 2007-10-21 12:51:57 | Rating: | Views: 117     Email This to a Friend Friend's Email *    Friend's Name*    Your Name*    Security code*    Refresh Image                 Print This Blog Post     Bookmark: Delicious  Digg  Reddit  Facebook  StumbleUpon    Permalink:      Blog Comments    no wonder your daughter had problems Posted by  caligrown024  on 2007-10-21 13:01:48     Cali, I feel that your comment is unnecessarily snide. Judgemental energy doesn't help anyone... Posted by  Shannon  on 2007-10-21 13:33:28     Give yourself credit for trying. Don't be down on yourself because you got it wrong this time. Re start, it's hard but try to stay away from places and people you know will give you problems. (((HUGZ))) for trying. Posted by  bede  on 2007-10-22 00:36:28     Hey it was not the h.. so does it matter. and as for the snide comment.... each to there own i would say i have done the same with my daughter and she has no problems. there comes a time when you grow up stand on your own two feet and get on with life and stop blaming parents.and mould your own life..and family. i think that remark was ignorant and rude.any suzy your still doing great dont let anybody drag you down,its about you you and a little bit more you now..... this is your time i think your doing fantastic...big hug and slopppy kisss yukkkk... x Posted by  lizzie  on 2007-10-22 06:07:14     thanks cali Its a fair comment and I do actually agree with you, but where does blamming others stop? my daughter, who i love greatly, has blammed me for her problems for the past 26yrs,from her alchohol to her husband problems to just about everything else.I could start blaming all my problems on my mother but where would that get me? feeling constantly sorry for my self i dont think so, because if you make others responsible for your life by blamming them then you can never be in control of your own life. thanks for all the suport from everyone im feeling loads happier today.liz i hope you read your email isent yesterday Xx Posted by  suzee  on 2007-10-22 12:40:33  Would you like to comment?     (Maximum characters: 5000)     You have characters left.      Security code:                                                     Refresh Image

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