So, I told you how I met my current guy. Online, so naturally I researched him and found everything I could about him. Now, I've just finished doing that to his ex girlfriend. Wow, I sound like a creeper. Well, I just wanted to find out what she was like so I could compare her to me. I'm kind of competative that way, not stalkerish.
In summation. She was into manga/anime... she went to the comic conventions... She has hella blogs with her real name attached. She went out with a guy named Aaron before she went out with the other guy. I found out how he asked her to prom. She swims too, but I'm much faster... haha. She's kinda emo. She is in math/science competitions. She does photography for a hobby. She's very skinny.
How I compare. We're kinda similar. I used to watch anime, but was nowhere near as obsessed, actually, I wasn't obsessed at all. I blog, but only this one, and without my real name. I've dated other people. I think I published how I was asked to prom. Again, I swim. I'm not emo, but I went through a depressive phase and had to see a psychologist. I am a nerd, but I don't do academic competitions. I also take photos for a hobby. I'm athletic.
What I wish he knew about me that mirrors what I know about him. I wish he knew what relationship shit I've been through, and that he's not the only guy I've ever had. I'm also not a slut, and I doubt I ever will be. He should know that I know that I'm a rebound. He should know that I don't care, that I'm actually happy I could be of some use to him. I'm a little more normal than his ex. I know he misses her a lot though, he talks about her sometimes. I miss my ex too, but I refrain from talking about him too much. I just wish he knew that he's not alone with the ex problem, that I was in a long term relationship too. Two and a half years... yeah, just kind of intense. He makes a year and a half sound long... I"m nearly double that. *(sigh)* I hope he knows he can get over her.
He's similar to my ex too. His parents are pretty liberal, like liberal enough that they air-dry clothes and use cloth napkins. His hair color is the same, his build is the same, his height is the same, the way he talks is the same. Some of his clothes are the same, his room is the same, His mom is the same. His race is the same. A lot of things. He just has a similar vibe. That's probably why I'm attracted to him. If only he knew. But it is better that he doesn't. |
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