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I wrote this after my ex and I broke up for good. I thought I might share it here.
Love after Love:
I sit and deal with intense pain,
My life a whirl but with no gain,
Your every move seen in mine eye,
So idolized are you, I scream and cry.
Invisible and honest
But I remain as promised.
Dealt away my heart,
I still desire you in part.
Though my heart still rushed desire,
I put you through that aweful fire.
I said I didn't love you and I that I didn't care,
And at the time the thoughts were truely there.
Now sitting here beside myself, I know I self decieve.
I lie here in the darkness waiting for reprieve.
My brain says to "move along there's nothing more to see."
But my heart, it keeps on thumping "you're the only one for me."
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I don't regret breaking up with him. He has turned out to be not a very nice person. Hopefully, his life attitude will turn around and he will gain the self-confidence he lacks. I believe it is from this lack of confidence that he must strike those around him to the ground (metaphorically). He needs to realize that he is a talented young man, and take it for its face value, not parade around showing off his skills, but accept his gift humbly and gratefully.
Hopefully, I will find someone to love and love me in return. I know a first love is hard to live up to, but wouldn't it be wonderful to have that same "swept off your feet" feeling again? I hope I find it. I just need to stop looking, and the surprise will be there.
"Somewhere out there, beneath the pale moon light. Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight." (Song from An American Tail) I just haven't met them yet. |
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Posted by sushi910 on 2007-12-13 01:14:02 | Rating: | Views: 124
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I feel for you. I've been, am going through the same thing. I cannot face the feeling that it gives me so when the thought of him crosses my mind I turn my face into the other direction and head that way.... love xox
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Posted by caliope
on 2007-12-13 02:11:03
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Those are really tough times after a break up, but it looks like you survived very well. I don't think you'll have to wait for love very long. Loved the poem.
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Posted by Pauligan
on 2007-12-14 06:52:00
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