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there is voices in my head that is telling me what i need to do. althou i know i shouldnt do it. but perhaphs i will do some of it with control. i need to take a drive and get my kid from this evil, and drama queen of a person. and theres something i need to say to her. like how she has ruined my life . my son is dating her daughter and living with them. when she calls she acts like were the best of friends and nothing has ever happened. she calls me every single day , sometimes 2 or 3 times. and it pisses me off. she says that hes not working and isnt looking for a job, then calls back and tells me that he is. and if thats not good enough , she calls and says that he went drinking with some buddies and drove home! what the hell ? i know my son better than that ! that is something that he wouldnt do! that stupid bitch! who does she think i am .... we raised him to be a better person than that. if its any body its her . and i know this for a fact !!! the devil in me want to kick the crap outta her, for everything thing that she is and what she has done to my family. but the angel in me says to talk it out and leave. i will do the drive, you bet your ass i will . and when i get my son she best not call me again..and thats for damn sure!
couple of days ago , i went and flipped out, i was crying. i told my hubby that i know damn well that if i was gone she would be here taking over my life, my house and befriending my kids. i know that they had screwed around in the past, and i need serious counciling but we cant afford it. he really didnt say much and said he was sorry...yeah hes sorry cause he got busted...he cant take my feelings and be rid of it..and put everything back to where it was. he does try, i will give him that. but i am cold, and i hate this !!
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Posted by susantefft on 2009-10-30 12:29:32 | Rating: | Views: 6
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