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Why does it seem like i can't control myself anymore. Suddenly i'm not just having troubles with anxiety, but depression. like what the hell. Nothing seems teo be working. No one understands. I cut myself today. Just because it seemed like the only thing i could do. I was basically at the point of breakdown and it just seemed like something that could stop it. I don't know what's wrong with me. I've always looked down on people who have problems like that. It's ruining my life. I just can't control anything anymore and I don't know why.
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Posted by suphayleyx on 2007-12-25 18:15:31 | Rating: | Views: 92
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“… The life of this world is only the enjoyment of deception (a deceiving thing).” [Quran - Aal ‘Imraan 3:185].
“A caller will cry out (i.e., to the people of Paradise): ‘You will be healthy and will never fall sick; you will live and will never die; you will remain young and will never grow old; you will feel ease and will never be miserable.’ This is what Allaah says (interpretation of the meaning): ‘And it will be cried out to them: This is the Paradise which you have inherited for what you used to do’ [Quran - al-A’raaf 7:43]. (Narrated by Muslim, 2827)
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Posted by HLF
on 2007-12-25 18:42:41
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Hello suphayleyx,
Please seek out some form of counseling and try to get some help for your anxiety and depression. Life is very difficult at times and I think every human being felt at one time or another overwhelmed if they were honest. I have been through a lot of crisis in my own life and if it were not for my faith in Christ, I honestly don't know how I would have survived. There were times I felt as if I was hanging on with a thin thread that was unraveling as I went from crisis to crisis but one thing that kept me intact was the comfort I would get from praying and knowing that regardless of the situations that were happening in my life that many times made me felt out of control (because sometimes things just happen in life without reason or cause beyond our control) the thought that gave me great comfort was that God was in control and on the throne and I had to just trust him with those things I was not able to take care of myself and just take care of those things that were in my power to take care of and leave the rest to a very loving and powerful God. Prayer actually do work and make a difference in a person life. For I am a living witness to this truth. I will be praying for you and hope you will stop cutting yourself. I knew a person that use to cut their self as well, and I asked that person why in the world would they want to hurt himself and he replied that he had so much emotional pain that he rather feel the physical pain that would temporary take his mind off of initial pain which was emotional. I don't know if this is what is happening in your case but please seek help. There truly is light at the end of a dark tunnel for that person I just previously mentioned no longer indulge in this destructive behavior but is trying to work through his emotions of which the pain originated that he did not want to addressed at the time. God bless you and please seek counseling and above all else --seek Christ for it is written he will never leave you or forsake you and I found this to be my absolute truth. In any event, I have already prayed for you and will continue to pray for you.
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Posted by SRD
on 2007-12-25 18:44:31
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hey honey, this life thing really sucks. we want things our way and that just does not happen. cutting is not the answer but i think i understand the concept..
i think that you are young. give yourself some room to grow and have feelings....i am struggling with some health issues right now and i would just love to step off the planet but i have responsibilities....so i suck it up and keep going..that is what you have to do.and God...take a look see there..he is my pillar and my post.
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Posted by saharaq1955
on 2007-12-25 19:00:03
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none of us can control anything, life is just a test, and we just have to do our best and keep trying to improve
good luck and happy new year, I hope things get a little easier for you
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Posted by roe
on 2007-12-25 20:01:59
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