The reason i created this was to get my thought out of my head and on some form of media. I cant hold it in anymore and its gotten to a point where its to much and its killing. I am sorry if what i write sometimes doesnt make sence but i am just typing it as it comes out.
I have been in a......Read More
Posted on: 2008-02-06 17:35:13 |
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ANOTHER DAY ANOTHERDAY
I thought i had the answer!!!! i thought i had the answer!!!!! i fully intended to try to make things better but everything was thrown in my face. I just found out that the woman who i loved and was wanting to marry for years and years wasnt 100% sure about me... she told me straight to my face......Read More
Posted on: 2008-02-07 11:27:38 |
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ITS OVER!!!!!
YA i felt bad smashing that laptop of hers and it wasnt right the thing that got me the most was all her pics were on there and she is a very sentamental person and i bet those were important to her.
I woke up early to shovel the snow my parents are getting really old so i have to chip in......Read More
Posted on: 2008-02-08 01:01:22 |
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EARLY MORNING!!!!
Well i got up this morning feeling a bit different like i had alot to do.. but my schedule wasnt packed or did i have to work today cause my new job starts monday.
i got up left for a meeting with a buyer who basically wasted my time. I had a meeting with the bank at 12:30......Read More
Posted on: 2008-02-08 22:24:41 |
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happily ever after
HOLY CRAP!!!!! todays blog might be in 2 parts cause something just happened that pissed me off and i had to let it out.
i woke up today happy.. mom made me an old english breakfast, I went out to grab a couple things for my new job im starting.
FUCK enough of the small stuff so i get......Read More
PART 2.. im posting this sooner then i thought. after my idiotic friend messaged her i had to message her saying sorry i was stupid to even have done that. I then go message her saying i miss her and i get a message back basically saying fuck off and go fuck yourself and she is going to......Read More
Posted on: 2008-02-09 20:09:20 |
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part 2
will this be an interesting morning???
last night wasnt what i planned it to be. my idiotic friend messaged her thought he could help and it just back fired for me. After a good yelling session with him i tried to smooth things over with her but it didnt work.
its gotten to the point......Read More
Posted on: 2008-02-10 09:41:57 |
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PART 1
Sunday afternoon till evening was busy. She randomly sent messages to me, they werent happy messages but messages of anger. She was having a bad day and i knew what she was feeling and i had to put aside all my problems and feelings cause i knew she was having one of those days where i know......Read More
Me and her knew how important today was, not just cause it was out 7yr but cause its been a week with basically no contact. WE have a great time, she left work early to spend time with me, cause if she was to leave later then her dad would have called and caught on. He actually did......Read More
Posted on: 2008-02-12 21:27:42 |
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we will see
I havent posted in a while cause things were just in stailmate. We started talking, but seeing eachother was hard cause her family didnt want us together. This so called relationship we had was revolving around her family not US!!! I was making every effort what so ever to try......Read More
Posted on: 2008-02-18 17:45:03 |
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another day