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I would really like to know.
I'm not much of a happy,nice,energetic person.
I'm more of a depressed,sad,anti-social person.
I want to love others rather than hate. I don't want to be sad and unhappy.
Why? Because there is so much out there, there is so much I want to do with life, life can end in any second, I never know when my last breath is.
I was watching this show on the TV, it was about murder, just these women who get murdered for no reason you know? It was just horrible. I couldn't imagine my life being tooken away, especially having all the dreams that I have. I want my voice to be heard, I want to help others.
I just want to be happy :D |
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Posted by sunshinelafoy on 2008-04-20 00:52:24 | Rating: | Views: 34
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Happines is not something you run after...it is a result or consequence of an act, a thought, an attitude.
When I was young, I would say that I was a very selfish self-centered person such that my aunties who were taking of me said that they were worried about me when I grow up. They saud that I will not have friends or find it difficult to get a wife. Why? Because I was very demanding and did not care about others. Looking back, I would say that I did not have a happy childhood.
The first time I felt really happy -- and I can still remember it vividly -- was during one new years eve -- I must be in 3rd yr hi-school. I was a little bit drunk. You know what I did that made me happy? I swept the floor for the first time in my life. I felt I accomplished something. They other meaningful experience I had was when, after around 10 years, I started helping out arrange the chairs for a prayer meeting which I was invited to attend. Again, I felt I was able to serve the prayer group.
I would like to believe that I am a happier person now. Why? I think because I don't think so much about how to get happiness but just do things for other people people, especially for mu family an friends and others.
God bless,
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Posted by JuanDomingo
on 2008-04-20 07:06:12
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True. I am also depressed and have a hard time socially but I am trying to improve that but I am still a loner.
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Posted by Plakola
on 2008-05-09 15:48:59
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