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 Shot down again!
God it hurts when the one you love and want more than anything in the world has no interest in you! It feels like a knife in your soul!! What do I do? How do I make him see how much pain I'm in how much I just want him to hold me and make it all better? Doesn't he see I die a little inside each time he turns away and snubs me? Or have I become like furniture in his life? I am here to raise the kids clean his house & make him dinner. I used to be his lover and partner, now I am nothing more than an employee that cries herself to sleep. I can't take this much longer. If that is all he wants then set me free and let me find happiness, if that even exists outside of fairy tales.
    Posted by sunraystorm on 2008-12-22 00:21:46 | Rating: | Views: 24
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oh yes it does exists. i had a bad marriage and finally got out. You have to take the step as they will not turn you loose until they are with someone else or happy they will just stay around until the day comes they want to leave and then goodbye. if you are un happy then make a new life for yourself and if you have kids it is really hard for them in a bad marriage. i have now remarried and have one of the men that a very few women say they find and what i did was stop letting weak men attract to me as i am strong and independent and then they would want to bring me down to their level so i chose my new husband and it is soooooooo good. we have been married over 11 years and he still brings in the groceries, opens my car door and treats me with respect. he tells me everyday that he loves me and he shows it so yes it is out there but you have to go get it. if a man treats you with dis respect then he does not love you or he is not realizing what he is about to lose. hope this helps
Posted by  i  on 2008-12-22 00:31:52 
  
Its not that he doesn't love me. I beleive he does we just have no intimacy anymore. And I don't just mean sex, I mean holding each other and just being with each other.
Posted by  sunraystorm  on 2008-12-22 16:17:55 
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