Thoughts.com Blogs - January 16, 2008

ok so today was normal.. i guess. uhmm i woke up right befor my friggen alarm clock went off.lame. and yea, estee was actually at school today.big suprise. anyway the reasom was cause of some stupid boy Tim and she asked him if she was "worth his while"cause on his myspace he says he wont date girls who arnt worth his while.w.e. and she asked him and he said i want to get to know you more. and of course being estee she freakes and has a crying attack and goes ballistic and skipps school cause she dosent want to face tim.when he didnt even say he didnt like her. he said he wanted to get to know her. just like kayla said. shes mad at the guys who are good guys.not crap ones.w.e. estee has problems. major. sooo. uhmm school was boring as always but we took a math "quiz" today and friggen mr hanna gave us a problem that we didnt even practice so i toattaly missed one which is lame cause i didnt even know how to do it.ergg. but whenever i saw neil all my madness went away. aw i really like him. like its at the point where when im not with him i get sad and want to talk to him.but he has piano right now so we cant text :/. but its ok. omggg yesterday he kissed me on the cheek right befor 6th period spanish. it was sooo cute. but like i dont want our first kiss to be in school cause.i think thats trashy.XD. so ill probley do it at the mall or something.lol. but yea whenever i think of him i get all weird inside my stomache.but its a good weird.lol.and when i see him he gives my this warm feeling inside even though its like 60 degrees outside.(for floridians that fxn freezing).so yea im going to the mall friday to see cloverfeild with neil, estee,goo and tim...oh boy.and a bunch of other people i dont know or care about.im only going cause neil said he would go.hopefully my dad lets me go...cause its his weekend and all. yea well i have loadss of science homework.ill probley do another entire tonight.idk.