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so when do we start becoming someone other than ourselves? why do we throw away the person we love being, the person we have grown to be, to be some much more numb version. why do we allow other people to tell us what is right and what is wrong. what we should say and what we shouldnt say. to judge every little thing from talking to a customer at work to how many people youve slept with. why do we let people criticize. especially when your life was lived pretty damn straight edge and no matter what is was, it would be horrible and disgusting.
tell me why all the things a person used to love
are now the reasons for hatred.
you fell in love with me because i was friendly and had a smile on my face
you fell in love with me because i was fun, and happy and always up for anything.
you fell in love with me because i was the kind of girl who gets along with most people.
you fell in love with me because im down to earth.. i can be one of the guys..
you fell in love with me because it semeed i had some sort of passion for life.
so why hate me for being friendly and smiling, why hate me because i want to have fun, and live life the way it should be lived.. with friends and family and good times..
why hate me for getting along with people, and having conversations.. .learning from other people and getting to know them... why hate me for being one of the guys when i am the only girl in the crowd?
you cannot hate me for the passion... because i no longer have it. i now dont know what my life is anymore. i am living one that is not mine...everyone but me can see it.
where is the girl who wished on stars?
who told everyone when there was only one bright one glowing in the sky.. it was her grandfather looking down on her...
who used to think rainbows were open gateways to beautiful sunshiny worlds only open for so long...
who sang and danced as she walked...
the one who had fits of laughter at her own jokes she no longer tells....
the one who stoo up for herself...
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Posted by sullengirl on 2008-02-20 18:32:06 | Rating: | Views: 58
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do not let anyone change who you are,keep on dreaming, stay true to yourself
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Posted by bjm1
on 2008-02-20 19:38:12
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do not let anyone change who you are,keep on dreaming, stay true to yourself
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Posted by bjm1
on 2008-02-20 19:38:26
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That reminds me of how I used to be..maybe that girl is still there underneath it all. I really like this post. Thanks.
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Posted by yousei
on 2008-02-20 21:15:44
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experience opposites attract but do not always compliment each other.
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Posted by lampoil
on 2008-05-30 16:37:54
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