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wow. so long since i've been on, feels like another lifetime. maybe once i was truly happy, but ive walked so far away that all i can feel is this seperation. i'm trying to come back, but am i trying my hardest? i keep asking myself questions that dont have answers, not the answers i want...
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suicireject8892 on 2008-06-30 19:58:02
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Happiness
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i'm so freaking happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm doing good in school for once, and my parents werent to bad about it!! yayayayay
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suicireject8892 on 2008-05-14 20:10:17
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Guidance Office
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got called down to the guidance office on friday, apparently we're going to meet every other week now. my parents think i have some kind of problem. idk sucks though
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suicireject8892 on 2008-05-04 20:44:33
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Wonder
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really!!! why can't i get it right? Nothing i do will make tis better. Maybe i really should do it. It will make everyone's life so much easier, because they wont have to worry about me messing up everything and ruining theris lives anymore. I wonder if i did who would be sad, i wonder if anyone...
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suicireject8892 on 2008-05-04 20:43:20
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My Interpretation
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"Cold as winter
strong as stone
she faced the darkness
all alone
a silver goddess, a reflection
a mirage, a recolection
no return, no turning back
the past is gone, the future black
serpents gather in their nest
as she stands...
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suicireject8892 on 2008-05-01 17:06:00
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Interpretation
black and white
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I'm Sorry
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i'm sorry for what i've done
i'm sorry for what i've been
i'm sorry for who i am
i'm sorry i haven't changed
maybe one day we'll see
the real side of me
the part i hide from you
the part that cries out too
i'm...
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Posted by:
suicireject8892 on 2008-04-29 18:18:19
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Forgiven
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I'm sorry
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I'm so Tired
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i'm so tired of being sad, so tired of feeling hate, rejection, worthless, but isnt everyong? even the people who you think have the perfect life have their problems. It seems to be so hard for people to look at the good things in life. i know i have that problem. a couple of years ago, i...
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Posted by:
suicireject8892 on 2008-04-06 16:26:20
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Worthless
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i havent been on in a while, but life really hasnt changed. my life just seems to be so simple, nothing really happens to make it better. For a while i thought i had it good with a guy, we never even kissed, but we would talk for hours about anything, but even that found a way to blow up in my...
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suicireject8892 on 2008-04-06 16:16:16
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HAPPY DAY'S
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life seems really hard alot of the time... but then i have my wonderful friend meghan....who's name i always spell wrong... and she makes it all feel so much better. She's over tonight and i'm really glad she is cause we've had an awesome time so far... cause thats just who we are... yeah i'm...
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suicireject8892 on 2008-02-16 01:28:22
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Broken Lives
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The wind blows her hair
Scattering the pieces of perfection
She had fought so hard to keep
Her soul has gone
Blown to the clouds
Yet to return
Her heart sinks down
Like the setting sun
As she walks down the path
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Posted by:
suicireject8892 on 2008-02-04 16:56:06
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Heart
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Someday
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You know ive realized something... life is hard, but everything happens for a reason, clear or not. everything that happens makes you into the person you will become. For me i'm not so sure whether thats a good thing or not. i've never been one for soul searching, looking inside myself just...
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Posted by:
suicireject8892 on 2008-02-04 16:53:39
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I Hate My Life
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Why does it seem that when every thing is going so right, everything must crash down??? i dont hate my life, not that much, but still, things happen that seem to ruin everything. i just dont get why life must be so hard, for me, for anyone. My mom and i seem to be in a constant fight, nothing can...
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Posted by:
suicireject8892 on 2008-01-30 17:15:40
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Help me please my heart is breaking
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Iisten to this song i sing
and here the wind reply
the story of betraying hearts
the wings that seem to fly
it seemed that love was near
but that was never here
A heart breaking once again
to sad to bear the pain
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suicireject8892 on 2008-01-27 23:04:35
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A Place Among Liars
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The power over the lying word
Brought out over a broken heart
Placed upon the midnight stars
A light in a loving eye
Never alone
Yet forever apart
She dances with darkness
A dream, a glance
Into the sky
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suicireject8892 on 2008-01-26 00:07:06
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Freedom
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Trapped here in this world
i am surrounded by darkness
help my soul
to let go
to become free
locked away
in a cold hard cell
i am chained and broken
holding on by a thread
in this living hell
set...
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Posted by:
suicireject8892 on 2007-12-29 15:31:04
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Something that is to Amazing for Words
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Sometimes life doesnt seem worth living, and i dont know why i stay. But then i look at all of those around me, and i realize yeah i dont have alot, but there are people out there who have never known the warmth of a hug, or the happiness a smile can bring. I look at my friends, and i compare...
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Posted by:
suicireject8892 on 2007-12-25 21:43:58
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A Decision Worth Making
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a light shines above a silver mist
the love in his eyes clouded
by the risk
to love is to die
to hate is to live
yet to push her away
would kill himself
the decision is breaking him
her lifeless body wearing down
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Posted by:
suicireject8892 on 2007-11-26 16:23:22
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My Unspoken Wish
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living in my parents home, i could always sense that something was missing. I didn't realize what it was bu as i grew older i could tell something was different within our family. Now i feel old beyond my years. not wise exactlye just weary of life, wishing it would end, something that isnt...
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Posted by:
suicireject8892 on 2007-11-07 17:06:57
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