“She silences her thoughts. She renders her overwhelming ability to be who she wants to be. The thought of who she was is no longer in eyesight. The remaining part of her self proves to be inadequate at this present moment. She; the one who presses for stability and hope; is lost! She remains half empty and filled with empathy for others; yet she feels none for her self. Her objectivity of life has turned to subjectivity. The altercations of the simplicities that use to hold her together have now disappeared. There is no argument; there is no moment; in which to release the subtleties of her unconscious despair. There is no time.
She tries to emphasize on what she needs in this life but the calculated issues at hand remove her from her own life. At times, she feels as if she does not exist. As if she may be an angel of some sort. All of her life has been contributed to helping others and keeping her own personality and problems to her self. Now, she is unable to recognize and allocate her feelings in a way that is recognizable to others. So she keeps them to her self; forever!”

Sue