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if you have read my previous posts, then you know who guy number 5 is, so i will skip that part.. last night he came back into the bar, we talked for a few minutes then he said i am going over here, if you need me you know where to find me.. i told him what if i couldnt find him, he called my phone so i could have his number.. we talked throughout the night and decided to go on a date tonight.. i was supposed to call when i got off work.. well i was going to be late getting off work so i called early and left him a message.. then when i got off work i called and he was busy, told me what he had to do and asked if it was ok if he called later.. i said sure.. that was 5 hours ago.. im glad i didnt take a shower and get ready for this said date.. lol..
over the last few days i have had time to think about all of this, and of course how my mind goes, im starting to think i dont want to go out with him.. but at the same time i do.. he seems to be half real and half fake.. some of the things he says sounds like a load of bs, and i dont believe it, but i might should.. ok.. well he said a few weeks ago a few guys jumped him, he does have a big hole in his leg and cuts on his back.. said that they were taken care of though... talks about how he knows for a fact that the higher up people do drugs.. said he didnt do pot, but yet smoked a joint in the parking lot.. hmm... says since he was top secret he cant even post his name or picture online.. wtf?? lmao!! something else that bothers me is, he is friends with this girl, that does not like me and spreads rumors about me.. i finally figured out why when i was talking to him though.. i went out with a guy that she would have sex with and when he was dating me he wasnt giving it up to her.. i also know that he let a woman 20 years older than him (if not older) give him head the day before he told me that he didnt want to start a relationship with sex.. when i seen him last night and said something about not calling he gave me the line that he would have called but he didnt remember anything from the time i left his house until an hour before i was seeing him right then... (he was convinced that someone put something in his drink the 2 nights before..)
i guess that these are all warning signs that i shouldnt have anything to do with him, but at the same time, in a way, i still do... i know that is stupid of me, but you should give everyone a chance or the benifit of the doubt until proven otherwise, right??
i thought i would be coming in here tonight to write about our date.. i guess i was wrong.. what he said when i had called was he had a sore throat, but did not feel sick... he had to pick his kid up at such and such time and he had to fix the windows on a vehicle because it was raining in them.. said he would call after he got his kids settled in.. im figuring that ment either after they were fed, or maybe when they went to sleep.. but it is after 9, all kids should be asleep by now.. mine is..
oh well.. i will probably be heading to town here shortly, well if i ever decide to get out of these work cloths, if i go and he calls then i might go see him, if that is what he is calling for.. and if i go and then he calls after i come back home, then oh well.. im not getting back out..
why cant i find someone worth having???
peace out
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Posted by styrafoamcup on 2008-02-04 22:27:51 | Rating: | Views: 79
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Yer dating Jerod Bond. James couldn't make it. SO, they sent the BMX version. SOunds a bit bipolar. I wouldn't trust number 5 even if he is alive:P
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Posted by brainstormer
on 2008-02-04 23:08:39
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lmao.. well tonight i was at the bar and one of his friends came in and called him up, said he was with me, dude said he was laying around.. he asked if i was upset or if i was ok or something, and the guy told him i was fine.. lol.. while i am in the background "no i am not, guys are assholes".. he still never called me.. i have a few select words for him if he does...
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Posted by styrafoamcup
on 2008-02-05 02:33:44
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