well i am another year older, but im not sure about wiser... last night i could not sleep, so i was up till 5 this am, well a little after.. slept till about 1, got up and got dressed.. work called and wanted me to come in but i told them i was busy.. went to pick my nephew up from school while my mum picked my son up, then we went to captain d's to eat... my son gave me my birthday present, he was so proud of it, told me it cost him alot of money... it was a heart shaped neclace with diamonds, 10k gold.. we left there and came home.. my son started making me a cake.. i took pics of him making the cake.. we watched cinderella (asian horror movie) and then i changed shirts and procedded to go to the fire dept for training.. we were going to train with the new smoke simulators we have for our scba's but then a fire broke out at an apartment complex in the city, and we were called to stand by at the citys station.. so we went there and sat for a while.. we then got a medical call to go on in the city... i rode in the back of the engine.. it went woo woo.. lol.. i usually just drive to the scene, and hardley ever ride on a truck... but since we were helping the city out, i was in the truck.. all was well the patient signed a refusal.. i bet people in town were confused that one of our county volunteer firetrucks was runnning emergency traffic responding to calls in the city.. lol... we went back to the citys station and shortly after released... everyone was asleep when i came home... so i find myself sitting in my room, looking at a few pages online, and decided since i havent written in a while, to come and write, just to get things off of my mind... i have had more internet friends tell me happy birthday than people i know.. my birthday wishes from people i know include mom, dad, son, nephew, sister, sisters friend, nick, and kevin... i have 2 brothers and not a word from either one.. but never do.. even though i seen one yesterday.. there were more people that know it is my birthday, or well they knew 2 days ago, but have not heard anything from them.. so yeah i am kind of depressed, but it makes me realize that all my friends are truly in my computer... (if yall have seen the pics i posted i have one that says "i love my computer because all my friends live in it" one of the guys that knew my bday was today, was one that said they needed to call intervention on me and have my computer taken away because it was not healthy for me... but you know, my computer is here, whenever none of them are.. i had people telling me happy birthday that i have never even said hi to in internet world...
ok enough with that.. anyone want to know the updates on me, here they are:
in the last 3.5 weeks i have only been to the bar once.. and that was the other night only because someone came and picked me up..
nothing has really been going on for me, so i have had nothing to type...
no more guys in my life.. i had one crazy try to come in, but i think i finally got rid of him.. he told me he wanted to go out with me forever, and i have never met him.. then he posted a myspace bulletin saying something about she will realize i love her when it is too late, and all that crazy stuff.. he said he was referring to me.. honestly, i do not think he was all there...
i have been working alot.. just trained at the race track a few weeks ago so i could work the races..
i bought a tablet on ebay, but sometimes the screen does not work right...
my one car is out of gas, and the other one i cant really see to drive at night...
last of all, it sucks to be alone on my birthday, and really sucks that i do not have enough alcohol to get drunk and forget i am alone on my birthday...
peace out
Posted by styrafoamcup on 2008-03-13 23:56:22 | Rating: n/a | Views: 138
awwww cups! >HUUUUGS< I missed you and missed your bday!:( Urgh. I cant tell you how many depressing birthdays I have had...not to mention holidays. Well, dont worry. I wont feel too bad or be hard on myself cuz I dont know you that well yet:P hows that?
Forget the alchie. Good to hear you have restrained yourself a bit. Seems yer son is pretty self sufficient? Did he make the necklace??? Or...?
Wish I coulda been there. I dont know what we would have done...but Id hate to see you depressed as I am.
Agreed. Not good to live on here. But, what can we do? shrugs.:(
lol well you do not know me enough to know it was my birthday, unless you wrote in on a calander...
he is pretty self suffeciant most of the time, my mum helped him make the cake and she is the one that actually paid for the necklace...
we could have went fishing or riding in circles or something.. lol...
i would rather converse with people here than the people i know, cause at least here, they really cant stab you in the back!!
Well, I have no reason to stab you at all unless you hurt me first. So, far that is not the case:) And, sad to think EVERYONE you know there would stab you so. I may know the pains of lonliness...but people don't even bother to backstab me:P Just a few I meet under certain circumstances. And, people disappoint me often. But, I can't say it was backstabbing persay. Fishing woulda bored me to death:P Circles? ugh:P How about bowling with pizza and ice cream?
well most of my close family did say it, but my 2 brothers did not.. one is running for senator, do you think i am going tovote for him?? heck no!!
i never really said anything about backstabbing... even though alot of people i work with do that...
i cant bowl, but it might be fun.. pizza with the ice cream on top... lol now that is an idea!!!
Bleh, not on top:P Cant bowl? I think you mean DONT:P Hey, all the better. Then I wont feel so bad when I dont get over 100:P Besides, it's supposed to be for fun...not points(did I the perfectionist just say that?:P).
lol well at the time, on top sounded good...
all my balls are gutter balls, now i can bowl on computer.. lol.. i broke my right arm so many times that it doesnt bend right anymore,
ok you cant get over 100, then i will bowl with you!!
i agree with supposed to be fun.. that is how we play volleyball... no score.. once someone came with me and i told them that we played with no rules and didnt keep score.. well he did both... everyone quit playing and told me if i ever brought him again, then they wouldnt come.. lmao..
Wait, you cant bend your arm but can play volleyball??? THat is messed up!:P
Cool, cant wait to meet up for bowling and pizza then:P If I do better than 100, we will just have to celebrate:P
Wait, I think you told me that story before. But, I also told you that Id do that too...keep score(and the basic one touch per person before it must go over the net rule)...Im sorry I just cant play for nothing:P I dont do pointless things.
well it is my wrist that doesnt bend the way it is supposed to, so i cant do that wrist twist thing when you roll the ball..
we can celebrate that we even met to bowl and eat pizza ice cream!! and even more celebrate if we both go over 100...
i did find a volleyball today like the one i had.. so now i am happy.. just gotta find some people to play..
playing with no rules and no score is not pointless, the point of it is to HAVE FUN!!!!!
