ok so last night i was sitting at the bar and i was thinking of a story in my head and i  just wish i would have had my computer there with me to type it... i sat there last night and... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-02 19:47:21
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ok so those of you that have read my previous blogs, know my love life for this year... well this blog is to add on to it, because i want to capture this memory in case i forget or need to... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-02 20:08:41
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why do i let myself get my hopes up to make myself want to get them down.. i have liked a few people this year, first guy nice, but doesnt answer texts and only wants to make out, second guy,... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-03 03:54:23
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kinda reminds me of the song material girl.. by madonna.. you know the one that says im living in a material world and i am a material girl.. in here i am living in an Anonymous world and... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-03 15:53:31
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all i want in life is to be happy.. i dont care for money, diamonds or riches.. i have never cared for money, dont get me wrong, it is good to have, but i only need enough to get by... i want... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-03 16:11:11
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if you have read my previous posts, then you know who guy number 5 is, so i will skip that part.. last night he came back into the bar, we talked for a few minutes then he said  i am... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-04 22:27:51
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if my background wasnt black, i would be typing in black.. i dont know how it happened or where it came from but i have not felt this depressed to this extent in years.. i was upset about guy... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-05 02:53:10
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i like blue, dont you?? it is hard to believe with the warmness that it is february... the storms said 22 confirmed dead between arizona and tennessee.. why is that number coming up again??... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-06 04:46:00
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well i finally uploaded soem pictures of me here.. im see through in them, but hey it is a start... right?? at this moment, i am deciding that i do not want to be a cup anymore, but who knows... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-09 23:06:15
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like the title says, i am bored, bored, and more bored.. i have not been to the bar in 3 nights now.. i am surprised that noone from there has called or texted me.. someone usually does if i... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-11 23:24:31
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i have been tossing and turning for a while.. i have to be at work in 4 hours so i should be sleeping, but it is not working.. i cannot figure out why i am so depressed.. i know the reasons,... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-13 04:42:03
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why do people argue?? mainly in public is what i am referring to... last night before i left the bar the owner and his boyfriend got into it.. the owner kept trying to end it but the boyfriend... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-13 12:27:38
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happy vd day everyone... or so i have heard/read all day.. i have never been one to care for holidays.. i have realized my depression is bad but not bad bad... i know i should be happy on this... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-14 21:47:28
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ok, so i made this blog so i could be anonymous, but i  have caught myself thinking that i wanted to make another one, just to be me.. but this is me.. i realized that i have somewhat... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-14 22:15:28
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well the rest of the night went pretty ok.. i tried to type my blog in my phone so i could send it to my email then copy and paste here, but after i typed till the phone was full, it told me i... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-15 17:00:13
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k so i am drunked again... but more drunked than the bar drunk.. lmao... i have come to believe that all guys suck so what do i do after filling out surveys?? i look at this guys myspace and i... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-19 01:47:00
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like the title says "the power of boobs" normally since i have gained weight i do not wear very revealing cloths.. i dont normally wear makeup.. usually no make up and baggy cloths..... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-20 16:50:02
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i am bored and at work.. i guess this is a good thing.. to be bored  at work.. i better keep my mouth shut or i might have to do something.. lol.. i woke up around 530 this am and i am so... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-21 10:22:37
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. Don't read without tissues because it will make you cry if you have a heart.. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-21 11:58:48
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Psychoanalyze Yourself; grab yourself a paper and pen or pencil or crayon.. Don't read ahead, just answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-21 12:03:11
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just an ambulance driver....... Standing in chest deep water,freezing rain falling and stinging as it hits the exposed parts of my body. Holding her head above water to keep her from... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-21 12:06:36
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I WANT TO TELL YOU LIES I want to tell that little boy his Mom will be just fine I want to tell that dad we got his daughter out in time I want to tell that wife her husband will be... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-21 12:18:13
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well my 12 hour shift with the skinny arrogant whore is over.. FINALLY!! it was horrible.. well not that bad but close to it.. most of they day we did not talk.. im fine with that.. i stayed... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-22 00:37:11
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ok so i am bored.. i was going to make a new blog site for all my firefighter/ems/emt poems and stuff i have, but i have just decided to put them on this one.. i cant keep up with one of my... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-22 01:54:17
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Firemans Tears The alarm rang, as it had so many times before. He was the first of the fireman up and out, Awakened from his bed at the station By the clanging of the... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-22 02:01:18
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WHAT IF.... What If You Had A Fire, And No One Came? No One To Protect Your Family From The Awful Smoke And Flames. What If You Were Hurt In An Auto Wreck And No One... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-22 02:06:22
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HEAVEN'S BRIGADE Did you know there's a Fire Department in Heaven? I heard Cap tell that sorrowful lad. The young boy stared, working over the words he'd just been given.... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-22 02:16:19
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Remembering a Firefighter "Hey Mom!" he yelled from the attic door "What's these old boots and hard hat for?" With a lump in her throat and a... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-22 02:17:49
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Courage One day my son asked me, Dad? What does courage mean? At first I simply answered, No fear of certain things. Then in that same instant, I... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-22 02:26:48
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Firemen don't have a chance When the fire trucks are delayed 40 seconds in traffic, People say: "It took them 20 minutes to get here." When the truck races... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-22 02:29:53
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A science professor begins his school year with a lecture to the students, "Let me explain the problem science has with religion." The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-22 03:06:01
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sad but true is what is playing on my msn radio.. i think it is actually pandora radio.. but whatever.. it is giving me the hint that it is sad but it is true.. screw this life... if i knew i... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-22 03:14:22
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well i heard from guy number 5 tonight.. its kinda funny in a way... apparently when i got intoxicated last night i sent him a text.. i dont remember it but oh well... anyways.. he sent me a... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-22 23:19:26
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they are being everywhere right now in this moment.. here is what i have seen in the last 2 minutes... ok well we all know the date is 2-22 i was looking at someones page and their bday is... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-22 23:58:08
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well i am sitting here at work again.. the skinny arrogant guy is here, but thank god he is not my partner!!! the partner i have today is not one i have had before.. but it should be all... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-23 12:22:59
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how can it be humane. i am sure you wonder where i am going with this, hopefully i can get my thoughts out where you can understand them... i watch on tv where they put dogs to sleep just... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-27 14:25:35
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just want to say something wierd has happened.. yesterday before work i couldnt sleep (i was up 4 hours before work) i am bored so i put on makeup.. (i never wear makeup) im off in my own... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-02-27 22:11:57
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