so yeah off to a new year... i thought this was supposed to be a great time, but i am thinking it is not, or it is going to be a bad year... depression hit me right around midnight, i was... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-01 17:57:51
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well someone once felt sorry for me because of the screen name i chose because they thought i was using it to describe how i felt.. honestly, when i chose the name, i looked around my... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-01 18:17:39
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ah this is great... i meet a guy that i like, and after searching online for a long time to see if i could find an email address i find his myspace page, of course you had to add him as a... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-02 13:39:13
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ok so if you have read my previous blogs, you will know my new year started off like crap.. as the day grew on yesterday i was online searching for someone i thought i might like.. (yes i knew... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-02 14:00:56
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well i went on a date the other night, i guess i need to start at the beginning.. i met yet another guy in my local bar, we had fun, left went riding around and then watched some movies.. when... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-06 20:28:05
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it is all right in front of me so i should know... if you read my blogs i talk about a few guys... well this is going back to the one i met in the bar (the first time) tonight i walk into the... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-07 04:39:21
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well as i sit here thinking, im thinking on giving up on dating again... i havent been on dates in forever and i meet this guy.. we went out once, and i went to his house 2 other times to... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-09 16:27:31
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ok, so i have never been one for blogs, well unless i was drinking and wanting to drown my sorrows on myspace.. lol then when i was sober i was like, i dont want people i know seeing me write... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-09 17:18:18
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i sit here and wonder what has become of my life.. a long time ago my drinking binges would come and go in spells.. then for over a year, i drank liquor almost everynight, unless i ran out... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-11 01:40:26
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ok so i am sitting here trying to figure out if i am still drunk or wat is going on... last night i had a few, then the bar tried this after hours thing, i was still there when they were... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-12 19:48:52
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ok so i was writing another blog and then got off on this subject, so i decided instead of ruining my other blog with this, i would copy and paste and give it a blog of its own... i had a... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-12 20:07:10
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im writing in grey because that is how i feel... i have finally come to the realization (again) that i have no life.. tonight i went to the bar and sat in the parking lot for over an hour... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-13 03:09:39
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well i was sitting here looking over my blogs, wondering what makes some read more than the others.. the one of mine that has over double the visitors of any of my other blogs is one that is... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-13 19:26:21
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ok so you look at the title and think what kind of sexual title experiment can this be??? well ealier i posted a blog on what got blogs alot of hits.. and someone mentioned it wasnt the tags... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-13 21:38:39
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is anyone else haunted by this number?? it seems to follow me where ever i go... usually being bad, but when dealing with my job and volunteer stuff it has been good.. all my sucky... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-13 22:02:10
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have you ever thought you looked cute and then someone take a picture of you, and then you realize how freaking gross you are??? i had that happen tonight... so here i am at one of my jobs,... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-15 04:08:25
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yes as the title exclaims, this is a sexual experiment... lol experiment that sounds funny to me.. ok sorry i am sleep deprived right now so i sound a little silly.. and things sound... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-15 04:35:34
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i ask because at one time i would do voice chat on  yahoo..  but on another site... club.live.com  i won enough points playing game to win this really cool earpiece, kinda like... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-15 05:15:01
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well i have finally decided that i like beer better than liqour.. it used to be the other way around but now i have changed my mind... all year i have drank beer because i have been too lazy... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-15 16:37:27
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ok so i was playing online and found this chat room where you make your avatar, you can even fight or kiss other members... it is pretty awesome and very 3d, i invite all of yall to join in... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-19 00:55:16
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just like the title states: what is it with the name michael??? if you have read my previous posts, i talk about 2 guys with the same name.. one is gay and the other didnt answer my text after... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-21 23:42:13
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ok so, if you read my previous blogs, you will read abvout this guy i met earlier this month and went on a few dates with, then we talked about how neither one of us knew how to date.. blah... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-24 04:07:44
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update to last blog... the guy called and i went over his house to watch movies... i just observed him.. i dont know if it is in my head or not, but i have decided that i am not into him..... Read More
Posted by: styrafoamcup on 2008-01-25 21:59:56
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