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all i want in life is to be happy.. i dont care for money, diamonds or riches.. i have never cared for money, dont get me wrong, it is good to have, but i only need enough to get by... i want to find someone who loves me for who i am and someone who i can spend the rest of my life with.. will i ever find him?? only god knows.. i would like to have one more child, preferably a girl because our family is full of boys.. i feel as if i am getting too old to do this though.. i know i am only 28 but i dont want to be old when my little one will graduate.. my son is 10 right now, so i wont be too old when he graduates.. my mum told me i just need to go out of town find a good looking guy, make sure he doesnt have cooties, have sex at the right time, get pregnant and never talk to him again.. one this is wrong, but then again it could be the only way that i would get my baby.. two, if i had decided to do this, then my luck would be that while i was pregnant, i would meet the love of my life and lose them because they wouldnt want to be there to raise someones kids.. plus what if they wanted kids of their own?? i only want to have 1 more.. i was supposed to be married by the time i was 27, here it is, basically 2 years later and it hasnt happened yet.. and it doesnt look like it is going to be anywhere in the near or far future.. for the last few years i have not cared to be alone, but now i am aching to have someone to call my own.. someone to be there for me... i cant give someone much, but what i can give is love, compassion, faithfulness, companionship, and nifty things like that.. i cannot give money or hate.. i do work, i am lazy, but i still like to do things, i can cook, very well if you might ask..
i wish the little fortune telling things worked... i just want some answers.. i quit looking for love long ago because it is not out there for me, plus at the same time i tried to believe that dont look for love and it will find you... well i quit looking and it has yet to find me.. so i decide to date this year and im still not finding anything i care for... or would care, but it all started out too wrong to become anything.. i just wish i knew if i am going to find someone to love and that loves me, or if i need to start collecting ferrets... lol..
peace out
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Posted by styrafoamcup on 2008-02-03 16:11:11 | Rating: | Views: 98
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I am 40 years old and never been married and have no kids.
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I have 4 dogs
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Sound familiar?
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Go find that true love before you corner the ferret market plus
Don't count out a guy just because he doesn't look the part - That may be who you are meant to be with
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Posted by TheAmandaChronicles
on 2008-02-04 13:06:15
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sounds very familier.. i have 3 dogs.. (well one is mine, one is my sons, and one is my nephews) lol... as for finding the true love, i have no clue of where to look.. maybe i can stumble upon him..
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Posted by styrafoamcup
on 2008-02-04 21:49:55
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Well, I'm a guy (for you all non-British out there, Jez is short for Jeremy). I'm almost 36, never married, no kids, only been on, literally, a handful of dates (about 5) in my entire life. Last one was in 1995, lol. I've tried all the familiar and not so familiar dating sites and haven't got anywhere. No replies, at all. I know I've missed out on a lot but on the bright side at least I know I don't have any STDs, lol. Like you, I too have stopped looking. I just don't care anymore. I've accepted that I'll never end up with anyone, so at least now I can just get on and pursue my hobbies and interests. When I indulge in those, it makes me forget I ever once cared. One fact I should point out however; attraction isn't a choice. As a female, you're probably more likely to be attracted to a badboy such as Marlon Brando's poster pic for A Street Car Named Desire, rather than Hugh "nice guy" Grant. That's why so many of us average guys end up single. If we're not cocky and funny, with a little bit of a badboy side, we're doomed. Don't believe me? Go into a bar and focus on the guys who have no trouble getting attention from girls, and you'll see what I mean. Not that I recommend such places myself, I despise them.
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Posted by Jez2k
on 2008-07-28 20:04:40
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hey jez,.. not sure how you found this post since it was posted so long ago,
i know what you mean about going into a bar and watching as i have done this..
i dont care for the badboy types, been there done that and it ended... lol.. i dont like cocky, i work with too many of those.. i cant get marlon brando in mind, but i do like hugh grant..
i just need someone to keep me occupied.. even if it is sitting in silence.. lol..
like i mention in my other blogs, i am going to be the ferret/cat lady.. lol..
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Posted by styrafoamcup
on 2008-07-30 00:16:28
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