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If you were writing a suicide note:
Would you put anyone's name on it?: yes
If so, list the names:: mason, shelly, {currently} new baby, nathanial, mat, cj
Why would you write it?: to say bye, and tell some people I love them and I'm sorry if it hurts them
Would you even write one?: yes
Would you want it to read at your funeral?: no, but I would want it read by the people in it and the rest of my family
Who would you want to find it?: anyone
Would you want people to remember it?: yes
Would it be a long note, or a short one?: long, novel ish
Name 3 specific things you would mention in it:: My cutting, how I feel about everyone, and a few of my life's philosphies
Where would you leave it?: on the floor next to me
Would it be written or typed?: written
What color ink would you use?: black
What kind of paper would you put it on?: notebook
How many copies would you leave lying around?: 1
If you were going to commit suicide:
Would you go through with it?: after a few tries
Why would you do it?: cuz I'd want to die
How many times would you think about it first?: trillions, and then forget it when I'm actually doing it, you know, get my mind off it
What weapon/ method to die would you choose?: cut wrists with razors
y?: more blood, and I could just fool around and watch the blood before I actually killed myself
How many other people would you want to be around?: none
Would you plan it out, or just do it?: both, I'd plan it, but not the time I'd do it
What would your last words be?: oh my god
Would you tape record it?: no
Would you video tape it?: possibly, and plus a video of me reading my suicide note before hand
Would you tape yourself up?: no
If so, how the hell can you kill yourself if you are taped up?:....
Who would you want to find your body?: anyone
After you committed suicide:
Who would actually find your body?: probably a family member
In what condition would they find it?: on the floor, bloody around the wrist area and tears still wet on my cheeks
Describe the look on their face: horror, disbelief, panic
How long before you were found?: a few miinutes after death
How long before they called the police?: 30seconds
How long before they told anybody?: like who? they'd call everyone they knew in a heartbeat
Would you be partially decayed already?: no
Would they find the note first, or your body first?: both, but they'd see my body first, not caring about a stack of papers on the floor
Why would they think you did it?: cuz I hate my life
What are the first 3 emotions they would feel?: depends on who it is
What's the real reason you did it?: cuz I'd want to be dead.
Do you think they'd figure it out?: yeah
The main reason?: I wanted to die
The second reason?: heartbreak
The secret reason?: hopelessness
What are the first 3 people they would tell?: anyone in the next room the find full of people
At your funeral:
How many people would be there?: a few
What do you want people to remeber about you?: my undying love and sensitivity
What do you think they'd actually remember?: my death
Would you want to be buried or cremated?: buried
What would you think about right before you died?: how hurt the previously mentioned people would be, and how my undorn sibling would feel when he or she really sat down and thought about my life and death after hearing comments about it for years and years
What would it say on your tombstone?: my name and birth/ death
What would you want it to say?: my name, birth+ death as well as a dark quote
If you were buried, where would they bury you?: i dunno
If cremated, where would they scatter your ashes?: a beach at sunset
What 3 objects would you want to be put in the coffin with you?: a rose, a pencil, and a picture of my friends
Who would speak at your funeral?: i'm not sure
Summarize what they would say:: ..........
Keep summarizing:: ......................
Would you want people to dwell on your death, or move on?: depends on the person
Would they remember or forget you?: remember
Would you want them to remember the things you said, or the things you did?: both
What would happen to your memories?: everything and nothing.
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Posted by strandedxalone on 2008-02-13 17:58:50 | Rating: | Views: 140
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that's amazing and the total truth
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Posted by pablo
on 2008-02-13 20:49:56
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Please don't do this. I'm depressed just thinking about it.
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Posted by penumbra88
on 2008-02-14 16:12:52
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reminds me of when i was your age...
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Posted by styrafoamcup
on 2008-02-14 22:26:46
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I'm not saying do it but here is a cool way to kill yourself... Tie a bunch of tiny explosive to you so when they go off your body gets splattered EVERYWHERE. Sounds grim I know but think of the irony... You would be gone and everyone would still be cleaning up after you...
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Posted by mrsdragonseal
on 2008-02-14 23:35:58
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