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I haven't posted in a while, but I've had a lot to do with church and school. Church is great, but time just flies when I'm there, especially with Mat. But I don't like him, trust me. People always think I do, but I don't.
And since I'm mostly out of my weird foggy mind thing, I'm actually trying in school, getting straight a's in all the hardest classes is hell, trust me. But I have to go to college, a good college. And getting c's just won't cut it. Luckily, I've never gotten a d or f on a report card. that would destroy my chances of going someplace decent.
I've been feeling really heartbroken lately. I dont know why. I think it may be because I haven't seen cj in foerever, and I miss him to death. Not the cj from my other post, a different one, my age, also the boy I fell for a year and a half ago. But I thought I told myslef not to like him, that it's hopeless, that what we had before is over, even though we both know its not over yet. i dunno. I just feel heartbroken, no reason to panic right.
Last cut: feb. 23.
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No, don't panic. I hope that things work out for you and CJ.
Take care.
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Posted by Fancie
on 2008-03-11 17:42:33
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This is good, somewhere around two weeks at time of your post. maybe your getting somewhere. As for school, good luck, i'm still workin on it
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Posted by November
on 2008-03-30 05:38:11
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