There's more to the story. I've said it before and you see it on Sitcoms.....You know that knee-jerk reaction when the wife says something or does something...! He went to the doctor again, and when I said something about going, his reaction was But you have to stay home and cook, right,?...that's what you said you where going to do.....Yeah, but supper is hours away...I had to bully my way until he realized what he was doing..Even my son was looking at the situation with an odd face.....He usually doesn't notice anything.
So, how's a wife suppose to take that? I went ,of course, had to at that point. But, times when it's obvious he doesn't want me along, I don't go. I just don't know what to make of it. I lost my last love to cancer. I was never treated like this. It may be partly me because I am not use to dealing with these sorts of issues....? But, I don't understand why he can't talk to me and be honest with me? I would much rather he say, Hon I just need a little time alone" Then to react that way....Can anyone understand that? It hurts that I'm
being lied to and apparently thought of as an idiot....I've always had a sense of things, you can just feel it. I wish I could understand it. And him...Am I asking to much of a man? All I want is honesty and a normal life including sex with my husband...Is that too much? I have let the computer thing go..I'm proud on that account....But, I am really having a hard time with all of this. I dearly love the man....It's an unconditional love, I've no doubts....Maybe, I shouldn't have expected the same.......

approach love and cooking with reckless abandon.