So it’s been awhile, I know.
Well, as I said in shit night, James broke up with me. For good. So he said.
The next morning my uncle goes into cardiac arrest, and dies. Then next day I couldn't even...the word escapes me, like focus, but...function! I couldn't function unless I pretended like Jamesey was still there for me. I just was like acting happy and shit and on the inside I was like fucking screaming and bawling and yeah...
can you say breakdown!? So I did the whole funeral thing, and went back to school on wed. Where baili asked if I wanted to go to st.louie with her and the church. Well, at the time I was texting mike and he was going so I was like heck yesh?! And then I went to church with her that night and saw smitty for the first time since like...4th grade. And he didn't talk, lol, He's the other guy I've been texting. But I stopped cause...he's boring. In the best sense. Well anyways. Shit happened, and I couldn't go. Well the next day, someone got grounded and couldn't go, which made ME able to go, so I was texting mike and nothing happened. (Scotty doesn’t know, Scotty won't know... sorry I'm listening to that) But... well it's a huge concert thing, well there was a break so me and tay went down to go look around and I'm walking and these people ask for free hugs(I LOVE those =]) so hug hug walk and this guy is like, hey can I have a hug? and I
m like okay so I hug him and he's got his phone out and I'm like o: you're on Verizon!? I like this kid! you know, just joking around and he's like well, let’s trade num. and we do and then I'm texting him for the rest of the night and he's like hey can I kiss you? And I’m like yeah sure whatever. So he does, the next morning, and then later we have a break and were walking around and he tries to make out with me and I get all freaked out. (Hello stalker...) so I ignore him for the rest of the day. Well then we went to the mall and then collecting food... we get back to the scottrade center and a few of us wanna go to the union station mall to goof off. It was Me, Sam, Ned, Clint, Jordan (